I live here in Hollyweird. I have a very demanding job in the entertainment business. Lets just say A LOT of people depend on me to (BE ON) and I didn't feel like it all the time. In this business your not allowed to have a bad day and when you do everyone & anyone i
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I started as a teenager experamenting and it has now been over a decade of use on & off. I am a master at deception except with my close buds that use also. I had a couple accidents that really woke me up when I mixed the alcohol & my cocktail of meds
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I messed up today. I'm posting this poem I wrote years ago that I hope can help others. Just remembering it helped me......I want to be (the strong me that wrote this) r...[more]
It's Friday night I got movies & stayed home. Within 30 min. of a friend of mine running by I was talked into taking a tylenol 3. I told them what I was doing and how my...[more]
Feet & legs STILL FEEL LIKE ****!!!!! But, I did manage to go out in the world & get a massage. Can't really sit still yet. I'm feeling like a freak as far as mood swin...[more]
GoingToMakeIt Male, 54 years Near Seattle - WA Member since Dec 2007
Mood: GoingToMakeIt "When your desire to get clean, is stronger than your desire to use. Then, you will get clean" GTMI Journal Entry: " I have decided to step down from the pos..." [Read]
