I will never forget.
No matter how hard I try.
I re-live what you'd done to me
all of the time
I can't shut it off
I can't turn away from it
It is just something tha...[more]
I live with the pain of your abuses.
I live with the lonliness of all of your rejections of me.
You hated us for getting away.
You blamed us for all of your pain.
...[more]
eyes of life show me the way
let me feel my soul again
the sun hasn't stopped shinning
not even in my cave
life is worth living
even if it is in pain
the pain I feel...[more]
SFgirll853 Female Bay Area - CA Member since Mar 2008
Mood: SFgirll853 still here! Had 2nd counseling yesterday. Wish I could be here more but always thinking of you all! Journal Entry: "Well the past 5 months of suffering has f..." [Read]
May 24
Just a quick note to say hi! Hope you are doing great. You seem great! I am still struggling. I dont have a support person and I think that is making this too hard for me.
SFgirll853 Female Bay Area - CA Member since Mar 2008
Mood: SFgirll853 still here! Had 2nd counseling yesterday. Wish I could be here more but always thinking of you all! Journal Entry: "Well the past 5 months of suffering has f..." [Read]
Apr 22
Just a quick note to say hi! I am doing okay... been unbelievably busy and have missed the forum like crazy! I am definitely stuck at 30mg. Havent gone back to my 80 - 100 but have "plateaued" I guess. I am hoping to write more soon but always seem to be swamped. Thank you soooooo much for checking in!!
SFgirll853 Female Bay Area - CA Member since Mar 2008
Mood: SFgirll853 still here! Had 2nd counseling yesterday. Wish I could be here more but always thinking of you all! Journal Entry: "Well the past 5 months of suffering has f..." [Read]
Female, Bay Area - CA
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