You are in my thoughts and prayers. Please don't hate your dad. for whatever he has or has not done for/to you, you must forgive him (I am not saying to forget, because that is a little hard) but, Jesus (God's son) died for our sins., and we do all sin, all the time, little sins or big sins, sin is sin. Jesus forgives us, so in turn,we all must forgive and love one another.. I pray that it isn't anything serious in your situation.

You deserve a big bear hug! (I used to play clarinet when I was in school.....long....time ago.)

You're in my thoughts all the time, but especially today. remember, for all you can do, can't do, look like, be, go, have, need, lack, want there is someone that would really like to be you, and not them. you are alive and healthy, right now. be satisified. if you don't like you, how can you expect anyone else to like you?? (think about that) you are so young and a sweetie. take each day at a time. work on things of today. tomorrow will have its own anxieties. may God be with you. pray. don't worry about how. he knows what you need before you pray. he just wants you to honor him, and ask for his help. be specific in what you ask for. don't ask for things. ask for wisdom to make the right choices, being able to cope with life's trials, things like that.