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Mood: FreeSpirit4Life
COME 2 UNDERSTAND THAT Your regrets aren't what you did, but what you didn't do. So I'M taking every opportunity 2 B THANKFULL FOR ALL THE GIFT'S  & EXTRA CHANCES MY LIFE HAS GIVEN ME!!!!
About Me: Female, 25, Seattle baby Ohhh yaaa!!! - WA, member since Mar 2008
I am a 25 year old stay at home with a beautiful 4 year old daughter. I love my husband more then anything in this world (other then my angel) he completes me, he ground's me and yes he control’s my every emotion that's in a good way most of the time he keep's me from ... [More] being self destructive as much as he can & at times I wonder what he get's out of this relationship B/C I can be SOOO emotional and the little thing's are the end of the world u could hit my car and hay don't worry it was an accident but don't u dare mess up my pantry or move any thing out of it's place because those r the small thing's that I sweat it's sooo silly and I wish I could understand it. Ohhhhh yaaa, they call that OCD but that’s not me at all LOL......... but I HOPE HE KNOW'S he is my world we are complete soul mates who are destined to be together for eternity. We have beat all the odds and made it 11 years with quite a few separations but now we know there's no giving up our foundation is rock solid and it's not cracking were both stubborn and refuse to give up on this. I also suffer or should I say live with Bipolar disorder I’m not crazy I hate how people assume you are. We just feel our feelings way more need it be happiness, sadness or anger. Bipolar people are some of the wisest artistic people in the world google it you'll be amazed Knowledge is power and we yes we hold all the power when were ready to use it LOL Sooo watch out all u normies here we come to rock Ur world and make u think. I’m also a very open, loving, and caring person always trying to help that's what fulfills me but don’t ask for $ because I don't have any LOL.... that's not the kinda help I’m talkin about silly. I served in the USN and loved it . I went to cosmetology school and finished it I liked it but I didn't love it and I believe you must love your job so I didn't get my license what else I cocktailed for a while in a martini lounge now thaaat's fun and a workout at that a great combo 4 me. I was also a barista I loved both of those but it's not a career for me to retire in so now I'm just a mom and this is the hardest job ever but the most full filling I LOVE LIFE (MOST OF THE TIME LOL!!!) and want to live it with my family and be the mom I never had because she was or still is stuck on the bottle a horrible disease I hope never 2 fall a victim of in the way she did I am an addict and choose not to participate in that lifestyle any more it tried to ruin my life sooo many times and tries to sneak back in I just think luckily I woke up before I lost everything I received a second chance at life and I am now just trying to do what ever I can to not take advantage of that!!!!!  MY MOM is un re-habilitatable hopeless she has been to rehab so many times I couldn't even count and tries to sneak stuff in I gave up on helping her until she can help herself might I add at the age of 41 yes, 41 she is in jail ounce again and no I have never been I refuse to repeat this vicious cycle of life ruining everything I touch. her life style shattered my childhood my dad was killed by a drunk driver when I was 2 ironically enough my mom was only 18 at the time and its been killing her ever since I let it go and gave it to god and because some how he has shown me guidance and taken care of me even when I gave up on him he never gave up on me.  I can only take care of the people who show me love not pain the one's who show me a true friendship with honesty and love 2 me and when I need it some tough love I like it staight forward no BS even if there not family in my eye's blood is not thicker then water and whom ever said that it is was blind to see the fact that   it maybe if u have a great family but in my case that's all a crock of S*@T sooo that crushes ur heart and soul but it is what has made me the woman I am I have done drug's drank made mistakes lived life on that road and I think I would rather find my own yellow brick road with no wizard at the end just a beautiful rainbow and maybe a pot of gold ya, I think that would be real nice because everything I truly need I can find deep down inside of me with a little guidance but I call the play's in this game and only I can determine my future I'm the leader not at all a follower but I do like company at time's and there 's no boss in this game were all a team and if u scramble that word around u will find me LOL.... SOOO that’s what makes me a free spirit 4 life all my life experiences there's so much more but we'll leave it at that, the good the bad and the ugly!!! only makes you strong if your willing and ready and proud of who you are and I am 4 sure not perfect and have made sooo many mistakes but I try dame hard to be the best I can be~n~just learn from my mistakes and that's me I'm all I can be is real and me either u take it or leave it but you truly miss out if u leave it ohhh burn lol.......... I think I'm a funny one too 8~)*!!!!!!  

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Interests: friends, people, astrology, jumping in puddles, anything artistic, anything outdoors summer time, anything outdoors., Having fun, Living Life, staring @ the stars ... [More] , Sunrises and sets, loving my husband, My Children, Children's Health, food, Love [Less]  
Alligator Feet
May 20, 2008 05:29PM in the Beauty & Cosmetics Community
If u live in flip flopes and dont use a pumas stone in the shower this is not uncomman Ididn't look at ur profile but als...
living with others that r not family HELP
May 14, 2008 10:46AM in the Bipolar Disorder Community
Thank u it's just hard allways being a very independent person to have no control over anything I love to work n want to ...
living with others that r not family HELP
May 13, 2008 11:55AM in the Bipolar Disorder Community
So we had no choice but to move in with a person who is like a second mom to my hubby I don't know her well and at first ...

Anyone else been through this or if u have any word's of encouragement!!! 


Apr 16, 2008 04:59PM - 5 Comments
Sooo after a lot of pushes that were needed I decided to get my cosmetology license after graduating in December of 2006 Yaaa I know a really long break maybe 2 long but I...[more]

If life was only this simple!!!


Mar 25, 2008 04:30PM - 4 Comments
So today my 4 year old wanted to buy something at the store and I replied Pumpkin Im sorry I don't have enough money. Her reply was yes you do you have like a million penn...[more]

The best bread ever if u love food!!!!


Mar 24, 2008 09:17PM
Take a laof of french bread cut it nhalf and slightly hallow it *get some green onions and chop them amount is up to you Itake about a cup in a half *1container of ce...[more]
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Thanks ur so freespirit in ur words. I thank God that he brought you here! I see ur growth n Christ continue 2 seek his face God bless!!!
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