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Female, 27, DFW - TX, member since Mar 2008

I am 27 years old married to the man of my dreams for almost 10 years.  We have 4 wonderful children, 9,7,5,3 years old.  I have been diagnosed with chronic pain since well i dont even know exactly how long. I am on here to try and get some suport in helping me get off... [More] these pain pills. my husband is great but he has never even taken 1 pain pill so he trys but doesnt really know what i am going thru.  I stumbled on this website at the crack of dawn since sleep is a thing of the past to me.

I started on vicodin almost 2 years ago now just the 5 mgs and then as i became immune to those they upgraded me to 7.5.  Well i got immune to those so they put my over to vicaprofin 7.5's which for some reason were so much stronger and worked much better. well as time went on they stopped working so they put me on some morphine patches and Narco/Vicodin 10's. tried to put me on oxycotin but i have herd of those nightmares and the demons of the vicodin were all i could handle.  I have had 3 surgeries in the past 12 months to try and fix what is wrong. the last one was March 5th and it seemed to be the most effective. I dont "need" the pills now and my doc said to ween off of them take 3 one day 2 the next then 1. ok sounds easy right. MY @## anything but! I am sick of feeling sick at least when i was on medical leave i was home and i could feel sick but now that i am off of medical leave and back at work today it has been so much worse.

simply looking for some suport and ideas to make the withdrawls easier per say if that is a posibility.  Sleep is something i need so much and its just not happening for me. [Less]

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Jul 11

You deserve a big bear hug!YAY I knew it! I'm so so happy your pain free, you deserve it! I know it gives me hope to see a friend and fellow CP sufferer find a way to overcome the pain and get back the things that seemed so far away!

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Hey, how the heck are ya?? I'm hoping I havent seen ya around because your pain has been gone and your out there livin it up!!!

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You deserve a big bear hug! Thinking of you and hope all is well with you and yours. I'm so depressed I can't hardly handle it...you know how I don't like being a burden and I know you don't think I am. You are a truly caring person and I think God sent you my way. My pain level has gone through the top of the roof I hope it comes down soon since we always get our afternoon showers here in FL. I haven't been out of my room in God only knows how long. I thought it was because of everything I'm going through even when ask and told they will help me downstairs I won't get out of my room...mostly bed. I have my grandchildren down from Pt. St. Lucie and my husband took 3 weeks vacation to help with them. They love being in here with me.I ran out of chart. I'll send a mes. soon.LOL, Dee52

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