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About Me: Female, 43, Rockford - MI, member since Mar 2008
I've been addicted to painpills for over 10 years.. Very heavily into percocet, oxycottin, and morphine. I'm an addict and I know that now. I've been addicted to alot of drugs since i was 13. But the pain pills were my favorite. I have a herniated L4 and a bulging, hair ... [More] line fractured L5 both are degenterative and I should have surgry, but when ya don't have insurance the pain pills are more affordable. I have freinds who give me oxycottin, I buy morphine off the street and I have prescriptions for percocet 10/325. The oxy's are 40's and the morphine are 60's ... plus I would smoke alot of weed and drink.
I go to NA now, and I'm off everything except now I'm on suboxone .. which they are thinking isn't strong enough for my physical withdrawls.. so they want to put me on methadone and ween down to suboxone and eventually take nothing.. I'm on the road to recovery, but It is hell and if you don' t  have the right support in your life, you can forget it. You learn to get through each day one day at a time... sometimes one minute at a time.. and being that I was taking all these drugs for a long time.. it is gonna take a long time to get back to thinking clear. I just want my life back and I wanted to stop letting the pills and my addiction control me. I'm only 36days clean.. I'm hoping I make it.. I know its gonna be a journey.. not a destination..

Here are a few links.. copy and paste them into your address bar and hit enter.. let me know if you have any problems..

http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=narcotics%20anonymous&search=Search&sa=X&oi=spell&resnum=0&spell=1



http://www.storybin.com/positive/positive113.shtml




http://www.12step.org/N.A.-Basic-Text.html



http://members.aol.com/GlennS1956/



http://www.cyberrecovery.net/forums/forumdisplay.php?f=10



This one is the best one.. and I'll add more as I find them
http://www.na.org/ips/eng/index.htm

Remember You don't have to use... Just for Today! [Less]
Interests: NA, Addiction, prescriptions, oxycottin, morphine, problems, support, 12 steps, narcotic, Narcotics Anonymous, drugs, abuse, Herniated discs, PAIN PILLS, recovery, percocet  
Does AnyOne Know
Jun 02, 2008 12:47PM in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community
Hi I have been on suboxone for about 5months now. The only problem i have with it is the sweating.. I was told that that...
Has anyone raised a daughter ?
Apr 02, 2008 09:23AM in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community
Thank you for the comments.. they really do help.. I felt so alone and so awful about what i have done to her.. I have he...
2 months today
Apr 02, 2008 08:40AM in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community
Wow that is soooo GREAT! I am so proud of you. I'm at 43 days..and counting. I will get there to someday.. and soon i wil...

Hump Day


Sep 24, 2008 12:00AM
Today is going to be a beautiful day! I can feel it in my bones. God is Good and Loves everyone. Doing giods will is alot better then doin my own will.

Hump Day


Sep 24, 2008 12:00AM
Today is going to be a beautiful day! I can feel it in my bones. God is Good and Loves everyone. Doing giods will is alot better then doin my own will.

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Sep 16, 2008 12:00AM - 1 Comment
I'm 6months clean and still get urges to use. My sister OD'd 3days ago on Soma. She has been on Oxy cottin for 12years, thats where I got mine from. I was hoping .. as sic...[more]
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Congratulations on finding your way back to living again! Keep yourself strong & well! :)
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congrats on making it through recovery. i can sorta relate to you. my girlfriend divorced her ex-husband 2 yrs ago this month. they had been doing crack for more than 12 years. she sought help and is now celebrating 2 years being clean. she is 45, born with spina bifida. she complains alot about pain and has been on a lot of pain meds, i feel like she's addicted to pain meds and am trying to get her help before its too late.
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