About Me: Male, 25, London - United Kingdom, member since Mar 2008
When in a happier time i enjoyed playing guitar, going clubbing, playing basketball and football (soccer for the americans).
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I always was the first person to make contact with people to make them feel comfortable, I used to work for charity and generally socialised with friends and family on weeknights and weekends. I can't quite believe how my life has turned out the way it has. I have the upmost respect for this website and the people who join. Terrible things can happen to the nicest people as i have proven.
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I was reading the paper this morning on the way to work. I was reading about the earthquake in China. One story really brings my problems into context. A poor man who's...[more]
Work used to be a safe place in terms of not having panic attacks but more people seem to stare at me now then they ever did. What makes you better than me i tell myself ...[more]
I was really sweating in bed this morning, not from the sun but from the thought of leaving the house to go to work. It's now at an all time low. The sun shining makes m...[more]
Mood: lonewolf07 is lonely Journal Entry: "I've done it again. Trusted the wrong pe..." [Read]
May 06
Being in this life is enough. Can't worry about a past one. What if you were a slug or something? What could a slug do to warrant punishment? Just don't try suicide - it's a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I know because I've tried it.
Look after yourself ....
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Mood: lonewolf07 is lonely Journal Entry: "I've done it again. Trusted the wrong pe..." [Read]
May 05
I was laughed at for the terrible sin of being Native Indian and having red hair. Even now it hurts. People can be so cruel - try to look for the good ones. That old man who laughed at you should have been slapped upside the head; but he'd probably like it.
Message me any time you want.
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