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About Me: Male, 59, Tallahassee - FL, member since Apr 2008
There's nothing much to say. I love my girlfrend, my wife, and my bike, but don't want to wake up in the mornings. Don't know why....
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The above was written some time ago. I still love my wife, my girlfriend and my bike, and no longer dread awakening. There are indeed some very negative factors operating in my sphere, and those are worse, not better. Yet for some reason the killing depression has dissipated.
Instead of risking a cracked camera lens to send a picture of my physical self (besides, somehow cameras distort me.. they capture some dumpy old toothless coot, not the 21 year old sun bronzed Adonis that lives inside that disguise) I'll upload a snapshot of the contents of my what-passes-for-a-mind.
Added 07/24/08:
I'm going to have to curtail my MH activities. I do want y'all to know that there are many truly wonderful people here, and you have helped me more than I can convey in words. These days I have numerous periods during which I'm not even sad, much less depressed, and unfortunately I'm a bit of a clown. OK, then, a whole lot of a clown. This isn't really the place for a lot of clowning around, there are people here with serious troubles, and it's easy to open old wounds when joking around, thusly accomplishing the exact opposite of my intention. The fault is in me, I just can't help myself, I always assume that everyone will realize it when I'm pulling their leg, etceteras, and that's not always the case. You folks are wonderful, though, and I have great respect and affection for each and every one of you.
OK, then, El Dave go bye bye.
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The above was written some time ago. I still love my wife, my girlfriend and my bike, and no longer dread awakening. There are indeed some very negative factors operating in my sphere, and those are worse, not better. Yet for some reason the killing depression has dissipated.
Instead of risking a cracked camera lens to send a picture of my physical self (besides, somehow cameras distort me.. they capture some dumpy old toothless coot, not the 21 year old sun bronzed Adonis that lives inside that disguise) I'll upload a snapshot of the contents of my what-passes-for-a-mind.
Added 07/24/08:
I'm going to have to curtail my MH activities. I do want y'all to know that there are many truly wonderful people here, and you have helped me more than I can convey in words. These days I have numerous periods during which I'm not even sad, much less depressed, and unfortunately I'm a bit of a clown. OK, then, a whole lot of a clown. This isn't really the place for a lot of clowning around, there are people here with serious troubles, and it's easy to open old wounds when joking around, thusly accomplishing the exact opposite of my intention. The fault is in me, I just can't help myself, I always assume that everyone will realize it when I'm pulling their leg, etceteras, and that's not always the case. You folks are wonderful, though, and I have great respect and affection for each and every one of you.
OK, then, El Dave go bye bye.
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