Hi! Just wanted to let you know that you really need to pay attention to your anxiety - it may be an offshoot of depression. Please, please see a doctor and even a psychiatrist if needed. I waited until I was in my 50s before I was diagnosed! My loved ones suffered because I thought "I" was handling life just fine but feeling awful. I wouldn't take meds because "I" could handle everything. Don't waste your young life suffering because you don't have to suffer like this. Your Dad and boyfriend are wonderful to have as support now but they may not always be around when you need them. Don't give up - you can do something about this! God Bless!