heroinaddictsmom
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Mood: heroinaddictsmom ...
Journal Entry: "tell him we are proud of him! also let hi..." [Read]
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Jun 17
save his life and my husband family was shocked but it all help me and to this day.i still have cravings and dreams of that rock but i know how bad it is and am still one line away from being right back in the same mess so i go one minute at a time..and now my 20 yr old is in rehab for herion and is fighting a fight way beyond mine....pray for alex and i will keep you in my prayers........good luck and be strong find that reason to be clean and look at the beautiful life ahead....patty alex's mom ........sorry this wouldn't all fit on on note so i hope it makes sense ..which if it doesnt well that life of a addict of metn and still going one minute at a time.lol
heroinaddictsmom
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Mood: heroinaddictsmom ...
Journal Entry: "tell him we are proud of him! also let hi..." [Read]
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Jun 17
it was sick i could tell soooo many bad stories of thing that happened to my kids because of my neglect......but one day i decieded to quit i knew i just had to sleep and than after that get past the cravings.........i went not one day at a time but 1 2 3 ect minutes at a time..i occupied my time for months...and one day it was six months later and a lot of temptations but had my job back and than i started telling my story to those that needed to hear it..my nephew says i
heroinaddictsmom
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Mood: heroinaddictsmom ...
Journal Entry: "tell him we are proud of him! also let hi..." [Read]
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Jun 17
my story continued......my husband was a recreational user and had no idea of what i was doing.........i started so i could clean and do it all team mom room mom girl scout leader mom and one day i look at my totally disorganized life........i had quit my job and my kids life was going by so fast all i cared about was getting in to the bathroom so i could be alone with my rock and doing my lines and hiding them under the sink for later...............
heroinaddictsmom
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Mood: heroinaddictsmom ...
Journal Entry: "tell him we are proud of him! also let hi..." [Read]
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Jun 17
.....hello runaway.........i know your pain as i too was a meth freak for a long time but there is a light at the end of the tunnel........i am 52 and have been clean since memorial day 2001.......it was very hard i had been using speed since i was 16 in high school it was in a little pill cross tops...but after my kids were born and i need to be super mom and had i full time job......someone at work introduced to me.. go ......thats what it was called at first this was in 1985 it was with crystal chopped up and snorted........meth and it was a strong hold that took me many times of trying to quit............my kids remember me sleeping in front of the tv and not able to clean or cook to feed them
