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Mood: leesarene
feels pathetic and weak.
About Me: Female, 24, Philadelphia - PA, member since Jul 2008
i am leesa, 23 years old. just starting to live and seriously struggling to find my place in the world. i am dealing with a major obstacle in my life right now. i know i don't want to feel trapped in one thing for the rest of my life. i want to try everything, atleast o ... [More] nce. i want to take chances. i have a big heart, and really just want to love every single person i meet. i want to travel. i love everything about nature. i am very cheesy, and most of the time just want to make people smile :o) i am madly in love with my best friend/fiance, and he knows it. he is the best, most awesome person i know. my brother will be my best man, and i don't care how weird that is. he is my favorite person in the whole world. as someone once said, i think we switched hearts at birth. i love learning and going to school, but i hate grades, tests and papers. i'm an artist, and more than anything i would love to teach art. maybe one day.

"Everything's different
My head in the clouds.

I hit this corner
With my foot on the gas
I started sliding, I lose it
Everything's different just like that

Oh my God, wait and see
What will soon become of me?

I'm dizzy from all this spinning

Now I'm thinking that you did all you could
When you said, 'My love, take it slowly.'
'Okay,' is what I said
Oh my God, wait and see
What will soon become of me?

But does that screaming come from me?

Take me back, just before I was spinning
Take me back, just before I got dizzy
Take me back, amazing what a minute can do
Just like you

So, so, so, so, up, round, round, round
Amazing what a minute can do
Round, round, round
Okay...." [Less]
Interests: Music, Art, Watching movies, holidays, seasons, Photography, quaint shopping towns, laughing too hard, Animals and Nature, reading, Traveling, Road Trips, drawing  
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Nov 13, 2008 04:26PM in the Bipolar Disorder Community
Exactly.
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Nov 13, 2008 11:57AM in the Bipolar Disorder Community
-1 Hopeless, worthless, sad, hazy, confused, suicide. The only reason I haven't is because I have a friend making sure...
nowhere to go, noone believes me
Oct 29, 2008 10:41PM in the Bipolar Disorder Community
:o( i thought this was my journal, is there any wy to delete this?

these days seem long


Nov 14, 2008 11:16AM - 1 Comment
thank you to everyone for your support... its people like you that keep me fighting this demon... i just can't understand why the kindness comes from strangers instead ...[more]

Fading away


Nov 12, 2008 02:07PM
I was bruised and battered I couldn't tell what I felt I was unrecognizable to myself Saw my reflection in a window, Didn't know my own face Oh brother, are you gonna...[more]

The beginning of the end


Nov 11, 2008 09:52AM - 2 Comments
I'm so confused... so lost. Right now I can barely write this, but I need to do something or I will explode. See deep inside... I think I am in denial... even though it ma...[more]
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Male, 19 years
United Kingdom
Member since Jun 2008
Mood: Delusion is ...hating this =(
Journal Entry:   "complicated..." [Read]
Nov 13
Hey hang in there =)
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AshleyLynn
Female, 23 years
Utica - MI
Member since Sep 2007
Mood: AshleyLynn is really sleepy lately...
Nov 11
Just a quick note to say hi! I read over your journals, and I definitely think you have classic signs of being bi-polar. One of my best friends was bo-polar and acted in the exact same thought processes as you. Have you talked to a psychiatrist? Try starting a mood tracker on here, and take your journal and the tracker to a psychiatrist. I think you'll see a big difference as opposed to what your MD thinks. Best of luck!
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Bear13
Female, 33 years
Orlando - FL
Member since Oct 2008
Mood: Bear13 Fine
Journal Entry:   "I'm so tired today.... wasn't out too lat..." [Read]
Oct 30
wow - you are an accomplished artist!! Those are beautiful!
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st. louis - MO
Member since May 2008
Mood: remar
Sep 09
hi leesa. i see you had a bad day. what's going on sweety? i'm here to talk. i hope tomorrow is better for you. take care. corena
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Female, 50 years
dublin - Ireland
Member since Jul 2008
Mood: bell24 ok ,im off to take a nice hot shower ,......
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Female, 19 years
St.Joseph - MO
Member since Aug 2008
Mood: endogirl89 having high blood sugar???what!!!
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Female, 33 years
Ottawa - ON
Member since Jul 2008
Mood: BipolarBear75 ..not sure...I can feel something stirring.
Journal Entry:   "I got the job....started working this day..." [Read]

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