Oh it is all so worth it. And once you get your BFP you will be a amazed at how fast the difficult memories fade from your mind. You still know you went through it but all the hurt is gone, the details fade and your whole focus changes. Good luck to you. I really hope you get there sooner rather than later!! Just keep believing it will happen. I even painted the nursery before I got my BFP, because I was convinced it would happen. It was just a matter of time. Stupid'o painstaking time, but you do get there.

Good for you to take a break. You need it!

i am expecting af any moment x have been having awful backache but i havnt had these pre af aches for months!! i was so hopefull this had worked this month as i has ov pain and bd at the optimum times! i also possibly had a little implantation spotting the other day! my cd21 blood test results were very high 2! up at 100! co im maybe thinking the clomid is overstimulating my ovaries? well i have poas 3 times now - all poundland cheapies at 50p each! with all negatives! i am 11dpo so didnt expect more form such a cheap test so early! i hope when you test it is positive x i have my fingers crossed for you shirlz x