I am going to be 40 soon and have been on disability for a couple of months but it was retro active to Oct. 8th, 2004, the worst day of my life. I am married for the 2nd time. I had one son. He was killed in a car wreck Oct. 8th, 04. A man named Walter Rodgers cros...
[More]sed the center line and hit him and killed him. He was 16 yrs and 23 days, I guess most people may figure I kindof have lost my mind since then. I love my husband. I had been through abuse as a child, sexual and mental. The mental followed me to my first husband. My father committed suicide on his 40th birthday. Then after I got divorce #1 I meet a great guy and all is going well. My son was so smart he passed his SAT's in the 7th grade. He was kind and loved people. He played the guitar beautifully. Nirvana was his favorite musical band. Anyway, Walter Rogers screwed my life up bad. I already had post traumatic stress disorder and then it all became worse. My body is falling apart. My lower back to my neck is wrecked and I have fibromyalgia. I have had leg and arm pain since I was around 12. I guess that's a small insight into why I'm so screwed up.
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