I've been wondering how you were doing, I know it isn't easy. But keep your chin up & you will overcome it. I have great faith that you will overcome it. I know it took me awhile back in '88 but by '89 I had fully removed all of my vices. However, I did fall of the wagon with my drinking but I got right back up & started off again to remain sober. Keep up the good work I know that one day you will be able to remain free.
Just a quick note to say hi! I know that you will be fighting a battle of the wits as you attempt to remove the cocaine, I had that amoung other drugs within me. I'm now off all of them & have been for years. Keep going, it was a rough & rugid road when I first started but now I'm clean & I'll remain that way.