Hi PenelopeAnn, just thought I would say hi. I live in the UK and lost my job as a Police officer 10years ago due to BP1. I thought life was over when I lost my job but I have learned that your job is not you and there is a whole world of relly nice people outside of it. Try and enjoy each day as it comes, you never know this could be the best time of your life and you wouldn't want to miss it by staying in bed. Best wishes, Bry.