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| ladyss1978 7/8/2007 | . | ok let me start of by saying that i posted a post about a month ago and got some post but i have not posted since them. On my first post i said i was going to stop the next day which i did not have any luck at doing..I guess i should tell my story so yall can better understand and maybe help me... OK, I'm the kind of person that has been able to drugs in the past as just for fun ever blue moon like maybe once a month or go even a couple of months with out never even doing them like I could go out and do some coke with friends and not do it again for months.I thought I did not have an addicted personalty or have been addicted to anything.. ok it started when I had my son the doctor gave me loritabs for recovery so I took those had a rifill got those and took those than had to have surgery right after that for my gallbladder so got loritabs for that than after those were gone start buying them and doing it like on the night before my day of to get ****** up with my sons father we would do it like that of and on for months and than I noticed my self buying them and taking them somtime for energy or what ever and than me and my son father split up and he started stalking me causing me alot of stress in my life like taking my son for days and not letting me see him or anything so I started taking them to me it was helping me with the stress for just to handle my son father. By doing that i started having a habbit of 3-4 10 mg a day and than it became 5 0r 6 a day but let me explain i make take 1 or 2 while at work and than when i get home i take the rest all at one time i like the ****** up feeling. Now I have a habbit of 10 or more 10 mg a day and can not go with out i get all of the withdraw.. I have a very demanding job and i work long hrs and my son father stress me out to the max also my mother just passed away a month ago so have no time of to take to detox cold turkey as yall put it. I know him stressing me out isnt an excuss trust me i want to stop more than anything in the world its ruinging my life and has eaten up all my savings and i hate my self thouht about sub but have no insurance and i dont know what to do an need help im afraid to tell any of my friends so no one knows and im all alone and i do that so know one knows I have 8 loritabs left and no money and that good and i thank god for that and i know of thomas reciepe but i dont know if i can do it and work has anyone else had to do it that way please help thanks | [Thread closed to new comments] |
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