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depression afraid husband will leave me
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Apr 29, 2013 - 13 comments
I have been diagnosed with Major Depression at 25. I am now 45, it has been a struggle at times, to even take a shower . I'm proud I got in the shower today. What I am concerned about is that my husband sees me depressed. He knew I had a disability when we got married 3 years ago. Yet I find he is disappointed in me. I know his ex wife is energetic and smiles a lot, and his past relationships were women who were very motivated with life. I hate being this way..and I'm afraid I will lose everything. I am on medication for Depression, dr wants to give me an extra boost of wellbutrin. I just don't know why I'm depressed, I have a good husband, stepson who loves me so much. why?
