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Just a quick note to say hi!
You deserve a big bear hug!
You're in my thoughts all the time, but especially today.
Thank you for everything!
Welcome to our community!
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Hope you feel better soon!
Congratulations! Time for a celebration...
Happy Birthday!
977569 tn?1295871637
02/11
You're in my thoughts all the time, but especially today.
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977569 tn?1295871637
07/10
Hi Hun
Thanks for your note, it means a lot.  I think I am lifting out of it now.  I've had two really crappy months and the last week or so has been very up and down but the last few days have been really good.  I know I'm a bit high but it's not getting too high yet and I'm trying to monitor it so I don't do anything I regret.  Thanks for keeping an eye on me lovely.

Speak soon

Andrea xxxx
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1165765 tn?1279151748
03/10
your right DQ. i tried doing this before and it was ok in the beginning but then came and bit me in the *** later. im kind of losing the mental game man, i cant stop thinking and i get angry easily sometimes. at night i keep tossing and turning and i wake up like every hour or so. i dont know if i can do this Dave, but im gonna try. i hope with each day it gets better not worse. thanks man... Anh
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1165765 tn?1279151748
03/10
hey DQ. funny thing is that now i totally stopped taking the meds, i feel much better 'physically'. ive got my energy back and im feeling light on my feet again. but mentally, im feeling a bit impulsive and i feel i might do or say something i might regret. just trying to hold it all in mate. Emotional, Anh
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1165765 tn?1279151748
03/10
hey Davo! i just found out that you drive forklifts too! hahaha!!! man we have sooo many things in common. im glad i met you brother! yes, they are fun to drive... to bad i crashed it 3 times! my boss says that im erratic when im operating it. lol!!!
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1165765 tn?1279151748
03/10
Hey DQ. i know that stopping the meds has many risks, but to be honest with you... i just went cold turkey off pills and i was sick for like a month! now that i stopped the sero, im feeling sick again! and im just so sick and tired of feeling sick and tired. i want to try to live my life free of all pills whatever they are. i want to be free of all this and i know it will be a battle living with bi po 1 and not having any meds. thanks for the advice mate, its true... most females do have bi po 2. but i didnt know that 1 was more severe than 2. so thanks Dave. Still fighting, Anh
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977569 tn?1295871637
03/10
Hey hun, thanks for your note that was lovely of you to say so.  Believe me I've struggled and clawed myself tooth and nail to where I am at the moment.  It feels good to have gone over a year without taking any time off sick from work.   Prior to this there were normally annual episodes of 1 - 4 months at a time.  I would work at 200 miles per hour and then just crash.  I feel fairly happy at the moment and things are going fairly ok.  I'm so glad that you are feeling better too, I can feel it in the way you write your posts that you are so much more positive.  You are also much stronger than you think, you should believe in yourself more.  You climbed a mountain and came down the otherside relatively unscathed.

Love and light

Andrea xxxxxxx
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1165765 tn?1279151748
03/10
hey DQ! do you know whats the difference between bi polar and bi polar 2? i dont know why but my mind is always racing and i cant stop thinking about anything and everything! i STOPPED taking the sero... and im feeling pretty **** man (couldnt sleep last night). im gonna try to live life without any meds whatsoever... what do you think about that mate? i know its gonna be hard, but i feel its something i gotta do. it sounds like you're seeing the right Drs mate! thats what i need to do... find a good Dr and stick with them. talk to ya soon brother, Anh
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1165765 tn?1279151748
03/10
Yeah about the Seroquel, i was on 200mg a night. Now im taking 100mg and it still knocks me out at night. Im just a small bloke (50kg) i guess thats why they're so strong for me. Its funny the food you mentioned... fruits, eggs and amino acids! Got em all! And the Musashi... i bought a whole massive tub of the stuff. Its called Musashi Bulk. Its supposed to help you gain muscle mass and it was 80 bucks!!! RIP OFF! But its really good... im just about done with the whole bucket, and when i look at my body, i have more muscles now. Great advice mate! But im one step ahead of you i suppose... So how are you feeling now DQ? Do you have energy to burn? Do you feel alive? Or are you like me... lazy and flat with no motivation? Laterz, Anh
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1165765 tn?1279151748
03/10
Hey DQ! would you say that Seroquel is addictive? I read somewhere on the net that it is and that people in jail used it as drugs??? WTF! Ha! Anyway, whats up brother? Have you jumped over your hurdles man? im feeling flat and tired everyday cause work is treating me like a machine. I wish i had something to boost my energy levels... got any advice for me bro? These "V" energy drinks just dont cut it anymore! Chao Dave... bet ya ten bucks you're getting there hey? Anh
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1165765 tn?1279151748
03/10
yeah DQ. i dont know whats causing the chestpains and ive been to a Dr. like over 10 times over the matter. They keep telling me that nothings wrong. so i just keep it at that! i hope i will survive. how you feeling now Dave? back on your feet now? im gonna swap the Seroquel for a med called Abilify. ill tell you how it goes in a week or so. Hope everythings falling into place for you bro! Laters, Anh
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1165765 tn?1279151748
03/10
Now you're making me think DQ... maybe i should go to hospital, because i've been suffering from chest pains for like 8 months and im just living with the hopes that they will go away someday. Great that you're feeling the best you have in a while... but 400mgs of Seroquel!!! WOW!!! My Dr. said that 300mg is the maximum dose Australian Standards... and they want you to take 500!!! i dunno man... hope it works 4 u. Im on only 200 mg a night. Plus all the others, all at once!!! You must have a strong body bro! You really go cross-eyed? hahaha! sorry man, just sounds funny. :) Stay strong brother, Anh
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1165765 tn?1279151748
03/10
Heeeeey brother! Good to have you back DQ! Looks like the sun is shining on you again! Im glad you're back and you made it through this shhh man. Feelin' good now ha? Perfect! It's Saturday and lets just reeelax bro! Still rooting for you Dave!
Anh
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1165765 tn?1279151748
03/10
im rooting for you bro! lets get back on our feet so we can work on that stance! :)
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1165765 tn?1279151748
03/10
I heard you were agitated, losin' it and ended up in hospital! :( Bad news man... i hope you're out and your healing bro. C'mon mate... you're meant to be the 'tough guy' fighter! KO THIS **** MAN!!! Anh
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1165765 tn?1279151748
02/10
COOL THEN! dont worry... im hot + cold, positive + negative too!
we're alike.
Catcha later bro!   >=-)
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02/10
i hope i didnt offend you in the last message... we were kids from the street and thats all we knew to survive! Ive changed now... Ava good one mate!, Anh
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1165765 tn?1279151748
02/10
BTW i looove your picture you posted. It says it all about us. Ive got a gold pendant just like it.
Ava good one mate!
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1165765 tn?1279151748
02/10
Sorry to say Dave... but ive been in over 50 situations... when we were knids would just liked to fight! (sorry) But ive changed now... i train to learn how to defend myself. The last thing you said was... priceless! I LUV IT! look at us talking about fighting on a med site! hahaha! 300ml of seroquel is the MAX dose for anyone by OZ standards, so if i were you... i wouldnt pop one in the morning! Hope you're killing it (life) mate! C-YA, Anh
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1165765 tn?1279151748
02/10
Yeah mate! A good stance AND footwork is extremely important. I do kickboxing... so we hold our hands in front of our face and focus on knees, elbows and kicks! But watch out when you go for the KO... it will leave you vulnerable to attacks... if you miss!
C-YA Friend, Anh
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1165765 tn?1279151748
02/10
YEAH! One punch ko... I LUV IT!!!
But some MMA fighters have never been knockdout. Why don't you go back to traninig? Like me... remember how to fight mate! Hahaha!!! That story about you seeing stars kills me!!!   LOL   All we need is that one good strike my friend... but dont miss! "Don't stand aroung jabbing... go for the knokout blow! ...than yo'll win... Take calculated risks my friend.
C-YA, Anh

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1165765 tn?1279151748
02/10
UFC Fights... i wish! Velazquez knoocked out Nogueira in the 1st! YEAH! He will be champ one day... you'll see.
And what do you think about St.Pierre VS. Hardy?

See Ya , Anh
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977569 tn?1295871637
02/10
Hey you!

Thanks for the note.  Yeah I prefere the manic or hypomanic than the downs.  Until the point when it all goes wrong.  I don't know about you but it starts off good then turns to sh+t!  At the moment my reactons are extreme, one minute I am laughing and then something hacks me off and I'm spitting feathers!  Something happened at work and I just wanna say f++k the lot of you and walk out!  Which I can't!  Anyhoo, must get back.  Flights are about £650 return winter time by the way....

Andrea xx
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