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Just a quick note to say hi!
You deserve a big bear hug!
You're in my thoughts all the time, but especially today.
Thank you for everything!
Welcome to our community!
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Hope you feel better soon!
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Happy Birthday!
1182133 tn?1266851531
01/10
Thank you very much for the words of encouragement.  I am having a day from HELL!!!  I really hope you are doing well.
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01/10
Hope you're feelign better soon!
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01/10
I just clicked your profile to see how you are doing. Turns out you've done it! Two days clean. You must be so proud. It was motivating to me to see that. If you can do it, so can I. After all, we said we would do this together. Tomorrow is my day. I am wondering if I should flush tonight to ensure I won't go back. Seems like a hard step.
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01/10
Just a quick note to say hi & thank you for the friends invite. Whatever you & cat said I agree with everything. Sounds just like me. Anyways hang in there & i am praying for your recovery. Keep me posted & feel free to pm me anytime you feel the need to vent or just chat. I re-injured my back today & can barely sit let alone walk but i just had to check in with my online friends here & see how everyone was doing.  Take Care  
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01/10
I know exactly what you mean. I feel like I will be no fun without them, but then I think about all the times I sat at a bar and could barely talk or smile cause I was so out of it. Or how I never wanted to go anywhere cause it might get in the way of wanting to chill while I was high or impede my pill taking times. I bet we will be better people. Just think. No more walking around the mall and having to make sure that you have water or something to swallow your pills with. No more having them on you at all times. No more wondering how many you have left or counting constantly and feeling sad cause you are low. It has to get better, right? Are you one day in yet?
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01/10
I keep thinking that I should just flush them and get started now. Every pill I have taken today seems like a waste of energy. I don't want to get high cause I know I can't have that feeling anymore. If I started tomorrow, I could be feeling a bit better by Friday, but I also do not want to be a waste of space every day at work this week. That is my biggest worry. Work. I have to work. I went through it once and lasted five days. I felt bad the first two or three, but then I started to feel better. I just kept myself busy. The waiting to quit is actually I think making it worse cause it is making me more anxious. It is hard to think that I will never sit around the house and take pills to just chill. That is all over. I have to relearn how to realax on my own and how to be happy on my own.
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