Keep moving forward...so proud of you! Just remember that you are NOT a failure and that you have friends and support here any time. You are doing great dude!
Thinking of you jayeye, wondering how you're doing. Give us a shout, I'd love to hear how your life and recovery is progressing.
u back doing better today?? or did u give in again
sry didnt see your question about subs till now ......personally i wouldnt do more than a half of sub a day and would taper down to a 1/4 and 5 days total worked best for myself and others but everyone is different....pending what your doing and how much u r pry still guna be feelin bogue but its guna make your dts much easier....1 thing i always tried doing is do the subs for 2 days then not a day then sub the next day then no for 2 then do ur last piece
You deserve a big bear hug! You're almost there. Don't give in. I'm thirteen years clean now off of Heroin so I know you can do it. Those first few months are hard, but the truth is that nothing is going to give you that first high again. Not even that same drug. Your brain is trying to trick you so I'm here to tell you that it just won't happen and you know that. It will feel like the tenth time but your body will be back to being addicted again. If you are truly desperate try methadone. It returns your receptors back to the normal size and most doctors now know how to slowly wean you off. Best of luck.
How is it going today? Any better I am pulling for you. Let me know what is up. Either way it's gonna be ok
Hey John,,got real busy this past week. School starting back for kids and such. Been out of the house early and kids have been on the computer during the evenings so not much of a window for me to get on..Still having trouble with the nerve here btw. This patching material that the surgeon used is taking its sweet time to dissolve. Considering he won't give me a specific time frame for it to dissipate from around the surgery site, I have this impression it may take a few weeks..I get periodical flairups in the 6-7 range but they are short lived when they do..Getting a slight improvement on the daily constant threshold..
I finally do have light at the end of the tunnel now though. At least I know where I'm going with this now per an appt I had with the surgeon last Friday :)
Congratulations! Time for a celebration... I am so proud of you.. words cant even explain.. welcome back jayeye<3 you were truly missed by the ones that love you <3 so proud of you, i love you
How you been boss I'm at day 37, it's been hell but I'm through it and feel great I hope the best for you brother keep up the good fight it's so worth it.
I know man your **** mirrored mine I was like wow, I went C/T I heard subs suck.
Been reading your posts, and I feel so many of the same things. Helps to know we're not alone, right? Wonderful job on your 10 days. I'm half-way there :)
You deserve a big bear hug!
Congrats 10 days!! Keep up the good work=) thats awesome
Yay! Almost a week for you!!! I am so proud of you.
I just read your post and I am so proud of your progress! Great Job!!!
I feel like an idiot, but yes Im headin down the right road!
Hi~ We can talk about sub tapers but we can't give tapers. If you're having a problem you can post about it...
I didn't know you took sub...
Dude your young, ya got college, chicks, a future if you dont blow it. How did you get mixed up with the pill thing anyway? you still got lots of time to turn things around. I remember 28, thought it was gloom and doom, now @ 50 that seems like it was in another life or something. guido
FYI The post got moved to the 'addiction:sosial side".
Just wanna say thanks for your input.