It wouldn't let me type anymore in the last message so here I am again. =)
Have you ever done detox or been to a place that does that? I'm so scared.
I know exactly how you feel, I feel like I'm failing my son by using. I just took a big step....something I've been procrastinating for days...I called a substance abuse treatment center, I have to talk to a lady there tomorrow morning...hopefully I can do outpatient. I'm really having a bad night, I don't usually have much physical withdrawls except night sweats. I'm so scared to go to this treatment center, I know this sounds like an addict talking (I guess it is) but I'm afraid that my doctor will never give me pain pills again, even when I really need them...but I can't keep doing this, something has to change. How are you feeling today? Are you still on the 2 perc. a day? I have abused my hydrocodone and tramadol, so I'm out and can't get any refills until Friday.