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Just a quick note to say hi!
You deserve a big bear hug!
You're in my thoughts all the time, but especially today.
Thank you for everything!
Welcome to our community!
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Hope you feel better soon!
Congratulations! Time for a celebration...
Happy Birthday!
Avatar universal
12/09
Just a quick note to say hi!
Ok ,Things didnt go as i planned but basically im still working my as off and loving the Holidays.How u doin? You had a couple areas that were kinda rough there and i would be curios to know.THanks for thinking of me ,that means alot, more that you can imagine..You are one of my favorite people on here and i havent talked to anyone for along long time...G
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09/09
no its ok, i have this strange memory when it comes to meeting people
wish is was the same with numbers
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09/09
yes, i will have to send you a message so you can find me....lol
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662972 tn?1270166301
09/09
You are in my thoughts and prayers. Just read your story and wow I hope that the judge goes easy on you, My sis just went through something like this and she gets out tomorrow after 6mos. God Bless and let me know how turns out...
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09/09
you are my idol. im 18, been addicted for 4 years...first day today...after 8 attempts or so...i wanna be like you!
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09/09
Congratulations! Time for a celebration...You deserve so much more than just a little congrats note!  You are a true fighter girl... and inspiration to many -- incluing me.. Congrats on your clean time... you have much to be proud of.
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09/09
Thank you for your advice.  I don't know what only the next hit means but I know you are helping me from your heart.  You are certainly right, I have believed everything he has told me.  It was nice to hear from someone that understands.  God bless you and I wish you continued blessings in your recovery.  You are so brave !!  I can see some of what you have overcome and I am amazed how strong you are.
Nancy
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1023535 tn?1251794203
09/09
Thank you for everything! I just read your post and we have alot in common....except I wasn't on the streets using, I was stealing Dilaudid from work. (am an rn) I had so many yets...and still do because I'm an addict every day.  this disease does not go away, it's there waiting for us each and every day. your post inspired me and I'm lucky to share this journey with you!
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07/09
Just a quick note to say hi!  and also congrats !  I can relate to your pain & your poems are heart wrenching . fantastic on your clean time! one day  4 yrs ,it only matters ,that we took our lives back . now WE are in the driver seat !  fight on ! you will do it .I can tell you are sick of that life {like me }    be proud !  
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442658 tn?1563386491
07/09
Congratulations! Time for a celebration...congrats on 10 months clean on july 5th...i will celebrate with you if you don t mind...i will finally hit the big year on that date....keep going.  it s going to be a good 4th of july for both of us...take care..maria :)
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06/09
I just read some of your posts and they're perfect.  They gave me hope and that i wanted to thank you for. Keep posting!
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04/09
Just a quick note to say hi! Just read your journal stuff. wow alot of heartbreak there, I wonder if he knew how lucky he was to have you....Tommy
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04/09
Just a quick note to say hi! Hi Carrie, How ya doin today? U allright? I missed your daily email, i tried to find what you wrote and poems and stuff ,i guess im not looking in the right place? Help me find it. Today is 14 days and things are starting to become very clear.Some good some bad. Ive made some decisons that have cost me money with out a doubt and set me back on my goals aobut ayear, that part ***** but not the end of world WHats going on with you??Peace and Love.......GT
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790775 tn?1275678959
04/09
Just a quick note to say hi! thanks a lot right now i am just really shaky and tired all the time and i do think about that drug more than others
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790775 tn?1275678959
04/09
Just a quick note to say hi! i was on meth pot and pills and the worst one for me cocaine thats the one that did the most damage to me
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04/09
Just a quick note to say hi!Thanks, I have a tendency to over analyze the **** out of things,and at the same time you hit it on the head, Im really hard on myself.It was a good easter. I was able to se my folks and my brother and sit down and eat and talk,at his stage of our life we are all so lucky to even be alive.You were someone who  i would have hung around with out there.It has been one hell of a week . Im ready to move on to the next part of the plan, back to work..Talk to you later , nice to have a new friend, ......hope u r having a great easter.....
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04/09
Just a quick note to say hi! Hi, I know i cant believe how much money ive wasted doing drugs.Insanity.Last night we went to the Red Lobster and i got 3 lobsters and ate them! What the hell , i would have spent 10 time that much before, I find one thing that helps me right now is a quick fix like that, I cant do that very often but i felt i needed a big lift. It has been a rough week but doable. It must be really rewarding to see you kid doing so well, Hope to god tehy dont ever have to go thru what we did, Tragedy if we really look at the whole thing, turned success story which is where al the hope comes from,Day 6 today. so far so good...However after almost 9 yrs clean that is pathetic. but it is a start,,,thanks Carrie,Your cool people and i apreciate your help..
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790775 tn?1275678959
04/09
Just a quick note to say hi! hey i have been clean for about 3 days will it get any better
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04/09
You deserve a big bear hug!
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04/09
Just a quick note to say hi! Im better considering this morning,the Sub in 1/4s helped alot.Not anywhere near normal but for day 3 pretty good.Actually ate yesterday a cuple time and held it down.I have to go back t work in a couple days,thats going to be fun.Its probly something u would love to hear. My name came from ,well u know, i could have very well said the same thing about my neck.ONe of my runs when i was in my 20s and 30s went on for yrs.Terrible struggle to get clean,i miss having 8 plus yrs and am still hit hard by the fact i just went on a 2 yr run with oxys, Very stupid, What an *** i was.I really have a good life, i love opiates ,scary stuff, Thanks for Caring Carrie, How u doin today?
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365714 tn?1292199108
04/09
I'm kind of bored right now, but otherwise I'm okay.  Still looking and hoping for a job.  I had a couple interviews but not heard back.  One of the places was in the conservatory I volunteer in.  Last Monday I walked in to see them giving a training tour to what looked like high school students.  That was a real let down.  I guess that means that job wasn't meant for me....still looking....
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365714 tn?1292199108
04/09
Just a quick note to say hi!
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541953 tn?1262586226
04/09
I read your recent post, brought tears to my eyes, you are an inspiration. I only hope my son realize what you have before it is to late..I saw you were are a Nascar fan, well We always can use another one, I need reinforcement for Jr. Do you have a favorite driver? there are several of us on MH. take care and again thanks for your post.

scaredmom
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Avatar universal
04/09
Was really good to see your name up - - - you have so much to offer....besides, I like you for some unknown reason. And our history goes back quite away for druggies!!! wouldnt have it any other way  - love ya lady - eagle
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365714 tn?1292199108
02/09
I think it's pretty normal, to feel a weaker urge to write when happy. After all when we are happy, we likely aren't going over every thought. I notice that with myself. Pain is a modivator. Without pain, there wouldn't be much to write about. All our Tv shows, stories, etc deal with pain.  As far as creative writing goes, that seems to go in cycles for me. I'll go at it like an obsession, then I'll go months without writing, then back again.  I was more active writing a year ago.
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365714 tn?1292199108
02/09
I checked your post, and that is great for you to start writing again. I write too. It's a way for me to get my emotions settled out. if I don't then, I tend to brood over things in my head and feel really bad.

Other times I write fiction. It's a great way to sort out my emotions through another character's eyes in another setting. Or sometimes it helps cheer me up. I get a natural high writing humor into my stories.
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365714 tn?1292199108
02/09
I just read your latest journals. You wrote those poems?  Those are really good.
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654560 tn?1331854581
01/09
Just a quick note to say hi! It was nice to hear from you. I saw where you posted in the addiction social that you have like 114 days ( i think ) Thats wonderful. Congrats. Pop in any time..freebird227
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Avatar universal
12/08
thanks so much for the note..girl you have come a long way, i am so proud of you...I know you had to leave the one you loved..so sorry for that, but look at you now...wow....I am doing good, still have bad days, but who doesn't right??
hugs to you carr
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654560 tn?1331854581
11/08
Just a quick note to say hi! Only me checking in with you It's been about a week Hope things are good. If you need help Give me a shout out
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654560 tn?1331854581
11/08
Just a quick note to say hi! Haven't seen any activity from you lately Hope al is well. Give ne a shout out when you get a chance
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654560 tn?1331854581
10/08
Just a quick note to say hi!  Glad you went to a meeting.I hope you had a good day todayYou're in my thoughts and thanks for sending me the note  
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