It's so great to hear from you. I think of you often and wonder how you are. They started not long after he was born. Honestly, I would sit awake all night with my hand on his chest convinced he would stop breathing. I rushed him to the ER for a cold and literally MADE them admit him. When he was 7 weeks I started anti anxiety meds and things are better, but it still happens. I am always so afraid something will happen to take him away from me, you know? What have you been up to? How is Miss Chloe and DH? How I miss you and Pamela. I'm still hanging out though...trying for one more. It's not looking good..2 more miscarriages since he was born, but not ready to throw in the towel yet.
Hi Lisa, it is Zana. How are you? I haven't been to the site for long time....Are you still trying for pregnancy? How is life on your side?
I am back to "the drawing table"...My FSH was 7,9 last month at 48 years old and my gynecologist suggested to go back to my fertility specialist and try again before it is too late. I have also seen social worker for adoption but that process seems very complicated. I am going to try but only artificial insemination few times and see if anything happens.
You're in my thoughts all the time, but especially today.
You deserve a big bear hug!
I am having a 2nd baby! My son is 17 months old and we are soo excited! I missed everyone and had to get back online with the group!
It was a false +, or what is known as an evap line. I'd NEVER experienced that before, but can now say that I have. ;o) This is the 1st time I've cramped this hard in a long time, but AF came visiting like somebody asked her. ;o) Trying again.
Alright babes, that is good to know that you are on everyday checking in, so that if I want to drop you a line, you'll get it right away. Do it Au Naturale and I KNOW you'll keep us posted. Chat again soon. (((HuGs))) and Lub back at ya Momma. ;o)
You deserve a big bear hug! Welcome back hon, I have truly missed you!! Love ya girlfriend....Amanda
Hi Lisa, how are you? I have not been to Medhelp web for long... it makes me sad when I do... How is your life?
Love from Zana
Oh Lisa, how stressful for you. I can't even imagine how you must feel right now, and I am so sorry. You know I am sending positive thoughts and lots of prayers your way. It will be ok my friend...and you know the saying....it's always darkest before the dawn. This will work out for you, I just know it will. I am here for you if you need someone to talk to. Love you girl. Amanda
just to let you no i had a posative pregnancy test on sat but sunday stared to cramp and bleeding started with clots so feel really down again now. hope every thing is ok with you x
Just thinking about you. Haven't seen you on in awhile. How you doing hon? XOXO Amanda
I am very sorry to hear about your sad news. I hope you recovered. Did you get pregnant from IVF or natural? I suppose it is good news that you can pregnant but to maintain is the next step. Do you know why you lost pregnancy? And are you still trying? Natural or IVF?
I have not tried again after that second failed IVF. It was very upseting and difficult to handle all by myself. I don't think I can do it again alone. And time is really... really running out for me... I am 46 and in December will be 47 years old. It doesn't look like it is meant to be.
Hi Lisa, I have not been able to access medhelp web page or any notes for exactly a year. I had a note from kaspareva few days back and I suddenly have been able to open it. It is a year since my second failed IVF and I have not been able to contact any of you. How are you? Are you still trying?
Love and light from Zana
You really should, you write so beautifully. I can see something like that being published!! I am pretty good today. I start school today myself..all day today and tomorrow. The organization I work for is having me take a public relations program. I'm excited. Pregnancy symptoms returned full force this morning....nausea and bb's are painful again. That makes me happy! Have a good day sunshine. I am glad you o'd. You can start moving forward now. Love ya...XO
What's wrong hon? Why the bad mood?
I hadn't heard anything back from MedHelp, and honestly, I can't remember if I sent them a message on the subject or not...I am a tad bit scatter brained right now. I did just send one now though, just in case. They are usually pretty good at responding, so I will let you know what they say. Pam also sent me the same message. How heartbreaking for her and her family. I will say an extra prayer for them tonight. Hope all is well with you my friend. XOXO
Thank you for your note. I am still in limbo at the moment!!!! I don't know which way to turn. IUI & IVF are not an option for us as its far to expensive in UK- so am faced with fighting against the odds or giving up. Both need great strength and right now I don't feel strong enough for either. I am thankful for your support and hoping I can draw strength to help make my decision xx
Just noticed that I misspelled 'adorable' on my previous note. Sorry to waste a note, but spelling and grammar are my pet peeves. I had to correct it! Hope you are having a great day!!!
Thanks for your note. Yesterday was tough because AF showed up, on mother's day, no less. Anyway, I'm feeling a little better today. Thanks again.
Thank you for your kind words Lisa. I truly believe God will bless my husband and I with a healthy baby and a healthy pregnancy. Despite our pregnancy history, we refuse to give up hope. I praise God for the supportive husband He has given me. He is the BEST!!! You continue to keep the faith as well. I found writing to God helpful too. When we lost Madison Brianna last year we went through all types of emotions: hurt, anger, frustration, disappointment...and ultimately hope. Praying for you and your dh to conceive another healthy baby or babies. Oh, I also wanted to tell you that your daughter is absolutely beautiful and abdorable, very photogenic. Take care.
You're welcome! Progesterone is tied to temp. When your progesterone goes up so does your temps. That is how you can tell that you O'd. good luck! Hopefully you caught another one so quickly! That would help the grieving process disappear!
You are so very welcome!!! If that is the case you and dh I would definitely talk to your doctor. Let them do two different beta's to see what your hcg is doing, if it is going down, then you will know that the +'s is from your m/c but if it is going up then it means there is a new bean!!!!! It does not hurt to call and ask!! I wish you the best and I hope there is a new surprise waiting in your belly!!!! Hugs...Rachel
Just a quick note to say hi! just to let you no i am going to try again to have a baby im taking some vit tabs that was rcomended to me so fingers crossed it will happen soon xx
Just a quick note to say hi! thanks for adding me as a friend i am letting go slowly bit hard as still early days but im getting there some one said to me how can you let go of some thing one never meet, true saying but it was part of you so ya it is hard at time im going to try again to get pg as soon as iv stoped bleeding only spoting at the mo stops and starts but im not ready to give up yet even if my daughter thinks im mad lol. i wish you well and thanks again tracey xx
You're in my thoughts all the time, but especially today. Lisa I just caught your update on the thread. I am really sorry. I am praying for healing and peace for you . x x
You are in my thoughts and prayers. Lisa...I just read the note from Amanda about Oceanv's story...I so pray that this will be the case for you. I'm still hanging on & praying for you lady. I'll be checking the boards to see what your results will be...it's not over...be encouraged GF. I'm like Amanda...I'd really love to celebrate your victory.
At the top of your page, click on People. Just type in oceanv where it asks for nickname. Look under journals on her profile page and you should find it. I think its her last journal? Its a pretty incredible story, and I completely believe it. You can also check out misdiagnosedmiscarriages.com. There are some pretty amazing stories there as well. XO
Lol, no need to be polite with me...earliest I ever had a BFP was about 8DPO. It was FRER. I cannot tell you how badly I want this to be ok for you. You should read Ocean's journal...she was diagnosed blighted ovum, a week later went back for another ultrasound and there was that baby, heartbeat and all. I actually told my OB that story this morning. She was around 7 weeks or so when the diagnosis was made. I wish you all the best my friend, and will be sending lots of positive thoughts your way!!!!!
You are in my thoughts and prayers. Lisa, I'm sorry to hear what your going through. If you ever need to talk you can PM me anytime........Lori
Lisa, I just saw your news. I'm SO sorry. I'm still hoping for a miracle for you :) Don't give up hope just yet.
You're in my thoughts all the time, but especially today. Just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you.