Hang in there James - the blue days suck but they go away and sometimes all you can do is hang the hell on and ride - hard to do but think about all those boring normal people who don't know what life on the edge is like :) I sometimes think they miss out because the bad days suck but the good days are the better for it because we know their value.
Seen you on the Agoraphobia board. Hope you are doing better with your thoughts. One day at a time...we can help ourselves! :)
Just a quick note to say hi! I hope you are doing well!!
No problem, I hope I helped.