Just a quick note to say hi! I hope you're well and doing good. Take care
♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~ Love and miss you, too...xoxo
...and of course, the sexual abuse that probably didn't help matters!
You deserve a big bear hug! Hey Janice. I just happened to read your post on the Bipolar forum. It breaks my heart that you suffer so. I thought for a while I might be bipolar...and if I didn't take so many meds, I might be. I have to go back to how I felt as a late teen and early 20's. Rage and insomnia, depression and anxiety were all there. They are 'masked' now and have been for...well, since back then! Anyway, I just wanted you to know my thoughts are with you and I miss you. Love you my friend. Hugs xoxo
Spidey I've been thinking about you especially today. May God bless you
You're in my thoughts all the time, but especially today. HEY IT'S ME, MEEGY! Jimmy knows he stole my avatar but he doesn't care. Anyway it's Me! sorry i haven't been keeping up with you. I care about you and I love you. and I LOVE my teddy bear xmas card! sorry for the belated ty. I'm a slime. LOVE, MEEGY
I hope this note brings comfort to your eyes and your soul rejoices in the love that encompasses us all! Wish you a happy 2019. i know it's just a number but we are still here on earth so until then the laws of gravity apply. take care
Hey Janice, thanks for the note. I hope you've recovered from your annual holiday torture. I've been feeling like a slug lately. Quit smoking - 10 days today. That's nothing - please don't say anything. Last night with flashlight in hand, I searched the yard (again) for a smokable butt while thinking of you and your story about searching for a butt at the bottom of the yellow snow...or something equally disgusting. lol. It rained last week wiping anything like that out. I KNOW this, yet I'm out searching anyway. Each night I look at my tracker with that added day and feel encouraged. I definitely feel better physically, so I'm hanging on to that. Offer up a prayer for me would'ja? I hope all is well with you. Miss you. Sending love and hugs...xo
Just a quick note to say hi! take care
Thank you for the birthday wishes, Janice!! I hope life has improved for you, even if just a little. Sending love and hugs, and missing you. xoxo
Sending love and major strength to deal with all you do on a daily basis. Thinking of you with love, Janice. Hugs girl xoxo
Just a quick note to say hi! Hope everything is going well! i've had such a busy week. It was something like lot of bad that happened in the past or the most of was justified in its own way as If serving a higher purpose . I am reaching somewhere in life where I am beginning to understand where I am and who I am. I know the journey is still there but i do believe that since I have come this far I am hopefully destined for great things. Thanks for being there, all of my MH friends, I love you all : )
If you're not busy tomorrow, give me a ring. R is so much better, he's getting up at noon for a few hours. That's the best time for me if 3pm your time is good for you. Or I'll call you and if you're available, we'll talk. If tomorrow isn't good, then some other time real soon. Hang in there, J. xoxo
I love you all the time, but especially today. Missing you, Janice. I suppose you're mostly on FB these days. Ugh, I miss you and everyone else who have migrated there, but just thinking about it amps up my anxiety. I can't get into I.M. either. Something's wrong with my comp or I don't know what. Hugs xoxo
Just a quick note to say hi! Good Morning! Have a great day ahead!
Just a quick note to say hi! I also meant to thank you for always thinking of us. Just knowing that really helps.
Oh Janice, I feel the same about you. Not a day goes by... I just feel so bad for you (in all your insanity). It seems you never, ever feel well and suffer so much. I am fearful I would feel just as bad if I were med free. That really scares me! Much love my friend. xoxoxo
p.s. Man, but I wish we had AC. The heat and humidity is torture. I can't wait for Fall, although, like I was telling another friend, Fall here is nearly the same as Summer...and Winter too! lol Except Winter and Spring last year was blessedly cool. R hates the cold, but I was in heaven.
You deserve a big bear hug! Thinking of you as always~ ♥
Just a quick note to say hi! Hope you are doing great! :) Take care
Just a quick note to say hi! I just love your childhood pictures. It's psychedelic for me lol
You're in my thoughts all the time, but especially today. Just like old times. My respect and regards to you : )
I had my photos set for private by mistake. Oops!
That's okay, don't worry. The only way for me to tell if it's on Friends Only is to post again which would bring it to the top of the side bar, and I'd rather not do that in case it's still public. It'll eventually get pushed down and out of sight anyway. Not the end of the world. I hope life has calmed down for you a little. Love you J. Hugs. xo
You're in my thoughts all the time, but especially today. Hope you are doing great!
Hey J. It's been several wks since you screen shot that msg into messenger for me. Other than looking in FB real quick to see if my niece had posted any pics of her, her sibs and my sister in Europe, the anxiety of being on FB is doing a number on me. I'm sorry. I hope you're now resting and recovering from your company. You're alone way too much, but having relatives visiting that long sends you spinning also. It would me too. I hope to talk to you soon. I kept myself up coughing all night, I ache everywhere this morn. Putting off the market because I need the energy to take R to the Urologist tomorrow. Thinking of you. Love you lots xoxo
Ughh...sorry for all the lost pages...Again. I never have a problem, I wonder why? I only post from a pc. Are you posting from your phone? It shouldn't matter, but it's the only thing I can think of. Totally understand though why you wouldn't come back. Losing 5 pages is too much frustration. Thanks for thinking of me and for trying. I appreciate your efforts. Much love honey. Miss you. Hugs xoxoxo
You're in my thoughts all the time, but especially today. Have a great day ahead!
New puppy?? I've not been on FB...well, a little yesterday but I wasn't on long. So. New puppy? What kind? Thanks so much for always reading. I consider you one of my constants (whether you make yourself known or not). Sorry I wasn't able to chat last week. Suddenly *this* week is nearly over also! Urologist tomorrow too. Hopefully we can catch up soon. I'll pm first of course. Much love to you J. I appreciate you~ ♥
p.s. I haven't felt well since the market. Probably caught something off the basket handle that day. No appetite, congestion, and didn't feel like smoking. Chest so tight all week (from not smoking) I've needed my inhaler. Now if only I could stop...
awwwww! your journey is your journey. you are perfect. i love you! --Meegy
Yeah, this tingling and numbness is miserable all right. I updated a journal yesterday and this morning in spite of it, I just need to take them off private. R IS feeling better!!! Omg, what a relief. I don't know how long it will last, but it's working for now. Thanks again for your support, Janice. I'm so glad I have you and a few other friends left here that are still interested. I am very grateful for you. I've got a bunch of chores to do today, then I take R to the dentist tomorrow. Maybe we could talk at the end of the week? I'll pm you here if that's okay. I'm not up to FB at all right now. Love you~xo
You deserve a big bear hug! Hey J, again, sorry about your relapse. Is it possible to stop once this pack is finished? Put it behind you? Don't forget how congested you were and how awful you felt when you stopped all those weeks ago. Try not to let Jeff's smoking influence you. I know that's not easy as that is one of the reasons I don't want R to smoke pot. Because then it's HERE. Keep trying my friend. Sending love and strength~ xo
p.s. thanks so much for your support on my SCS journal!
Hey J! Wanted to let you know the Friends Feed is back. A little different than before, you have to click on My MedHelp for the drop down box. You'll find it there. I'm really happy about it. I hope you are too! You'll find your Logout there now, as well.
It's been a busy week. I haven't had the energy for FB. How's your quit going? Sending love and positive vibes! xo