Lol. Cuz everyone deserves a hug sometimes right?So why not. :))
You deserve a big bear hug!
BD! I love seeing you on here. Yup, that Scarface dude has been posting for months, and it's always the same. He's so closed minded, it's hard to have patience. Anywho, I'm not too bad!!!!
how do I find the "Addition Letter" you wrote I want to print it up and keep it to read
772 days man that's where I wanna be
Now you are a flatterer of epic proportions!!! Thank you. That really really makes me feel good. I feel the exact same about your posts: like...whoa...thar she blows...Big Daddy!
I just reread that June 22 post of mine. Oh wow, know who I sound like? ALL the newcomers! Maybe I outta be a little nicer to them:) Bunch o' whiners, we are at the beginning.
So glad you wrote!!!
Okay, so you are telling me, that "the not looking forward to ****, life is a boring waste w/o pills, and my life is just gonna be like this" is exactly what you felt prior to your clean date in March '13?
Dammit, (and especially w/ the wallop of losing my Mom) I find that so hard to believe. It really helps me to hear how bad it was for someone so I can TRY and believe.
Tell me again, you thought there was no way you were ever gonna feel good again w/o pills? Wanna know the pisser? I've never been addicted to anything until I was prescribed these yellow MFers. But, yes, like you and everyone else on here, the money, the chasing, the begging, the lying... horrifying.
Thank you for reaching out. Oh, did you try and fail before? I feel like a failure for that one, too.
Just a quick note to say hi! i saw a note you left to amanda. i wanted to correct you.
clonidine is a blood pressure med used many times during detox.
klonopin is a benzo.
hope this helps.