01/11
Just a quick note to say hi!
A short note to say you are thought of and I hope all is going well......I wish the new year makes all your dreams come true......Hugs Christina, Gator
12/10
to your other response i had gotten a good server job and was faced with losing health insurance until i was robbed at gun point and i asked my doctor how to wean off bu.i couldn't beleive what he said. it had been 2 and half years and he said that i needed to be at one level or mg and take it at the same time everyday.before this i had been taking little chips all day and would wake up ill everyday.this has been working though.2 years for him to tell me that?but now instead of the 2 mgs i was mantaining witch would amount to about a third im taking 4mg a day.and now i have a friend giving me xanxex so im not eating it like candy.its freakin hard.
12/10
I keep gaining weight and the doctors won’t do anything about it. They make me so sad and so tired and im stuck in this city where reality is life moves on and these people live right next door and around the corner. So silly to worry about defamation and harassment from a bunch of punks but it blinds my ability to get clean still. I don’t know but thanks for your response!
holley
12/10
Just a quick note to say hi! its been some months as i gave up on med help not wanting to face my problems. i to get the pissy aggressivenes but i like it because for years the people that helped me initially get trapped in the drug arena have harrassed me for years. things like literally moving into my building and for a long time i didn't have that moxy to tell them to get out of the way. but i realize today i have a drug problem still i am still taking these pills everyday just to walk outside.
09/10
yeah, understand you very well, i also needed a break at a time :) can you believe that i envy you being so busy with work ? this recession still here makes me being that crazy LOL... i love having you here around but you know this, fighter :) big big hug, sister :)
09/10
happy to see you here, old woman ;)
09/10
Just a quick note to say hi! It's 101, i need to delete my other tracker lol. How have you been? How is the man doing?
09/10
Too funny.....AB...NJ...same thing!!! ha ha NOT!!!! Thanks for the chuckle.....bob
08/10
Thank you for the note and the support. Once again I'm so sorry to hear about ur freind. Thoughts and prayers go out to ya.
08/10
My dear dear res, i am shocked with that news and i wanted to give you the biggest hug now, i can feel you , res.
08/10
You are in my thoughts and prayers. I am so sorry for the loss of your friend~~~sara
08/10
sending my hugs and my best wishes , hope you are enjoying summer , sure :)
08/10
Hi RB. Haven't seen u around in a while and just wanted to say hi. Hope your doing well. Guv
07/10
You deserve a big bear hug! yeah, i'm happy and healthy :) great hearing that you too ;) enjoy the weekend and don't miss the soccer world cup final on Sunday !!!
06/10
Hi, res :) i've just wanted to send you a summer bunch of good energy and hugs to you , sister :) xoxoxoxoxoxoxxo
06/10
Hola, sister .. :) i was wondering just the same this weekend and told myself to leave him a note( my fault that i forgot it)
06/10
Thanks RB. Good to hear from you. I hope you know that you were one of first and few that gave me the cold hard facts of what I was up against. And for that, I am eternally gratefull. Knowing what your up against is much easier for me than not knowing and just treading water. Hope your recovery is progressing. My best to you and yours. guv
06/10
so..so..my weekend, i'm mad fighting with taxes( yeah, it's "that time" here...) and how about you ? ...hope you're doing GREAT !!!:)
05/10
Hey....have a nice weekend!!
05/10
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt28v09-6So , OR SEARCH FOR "GIRL WITH GOLDEN EYES" ON YOUTUBE
05/10
Congratulations! Time for a celebration...oh im so happy you have non cancerous lumpy boobs...lol...finally some good news....i m feeling better...trying to figure a way to quit the cigs.....i don t want to end up with COPD and that s where i m headed if i don t quit...this is going to be a hard one....thanks for caring my friend....maria :)
05/10
day 12, mind is feeling better, body still on the fritz. i awoke to find a text that an old connect found me a weeks supply of xanax, and weed. i know its usen dope to get off dope, but if itll get me past this week without gettin back on subs, im doin it. thank you for the encouragement.
05/10
Thank you for everything!
."" Not easy by any stretch of the imagination but its doabel. Hope your well."
so Im finding out.....ty for the support.......
05/10
Just a quick note to say hi! Thanks For the Birthday wish.. You are supper sweet..I had a better day today as for pain goes. But Depression is a Hard thing..I was going to say a bad word but I did not want to offend you.!
But thanks again and hope to talk to you again....
XOXOOX Rhea
05/10
i know i hate this. tapering off of this is really hard or me. i have tried so many times and i get so sick. what do you do when your sick just walk around looking like a freak? i hate the way people in our society make it hard for me and others that feel insecure and what not. it ***** i just want to hide away but i can't put life on hold. what did you do?
05/10
Just a quick note to say hi! Well I'm more then happy to give you a note and Hope all is well. It is My Birthday today...
and I'm going to try and enjoy my day. My husband is gone at work at the Coast over the whole week ,,,,but it will be fine..
Loves and hugs
Rhea
05/10
Just a quick note to say hi Just wanted to let you know that I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. How did your tests go? I remember the knee buckling fear of waiting for mine to come back. Let me know if there is anything I can do for you. Love Corey
05/10
You deserve a big bear hug! thank you for your note...unfortunately here it is sunday and i feel even worse so tomorrow i will break down and call my doctor...have you heard anyrthing from your tests?...keeping you in my prayers...hugs...maria
05/10
Just a quick note to HUG YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
05/10
mucha fuerza, valiente !! tons of strenght, brave woman !! :)
05/10
Hi! Couldn't post on the other site...???
Don't worry...it's a drag to go through,I know, but you're smart to get'er done! I'll say a little prayer for you...
V. xo
05/10
Day 6, yesterday i said was day 4, but apparently insomnia has warped my sense of time. . I always thought i knew what pain was, i was wrong, i know now. I actually fell asleep at 6am, woke up at 1 pm, and had my first meal last night around 3 am. I woke up, and i felt so much better, i was so so happy, its over, i made it, awesome! NOPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2 hours later, a physical feeling like nothing in days past took over. Im crippled again. My hypertension caused me to start seeing stars while walking, needless to say, my face is no longer pretty. A 3/4 inch gash above my eye. Oddly, everything else hurts so bad, i barely felt it. I took 3mg's klonopin and 0.2 mg's clonodine so far today, just waitin for them to kick in. Pray for me, im scared of tonight and tommorrow.
