05/09
Just a quick note to say hi! Glad that you are feeling better & that you are coping well. You're going to have many wonderful years ahead & great experiences you can't yet even imagine. Best wishes, make the most of today & all those that follow, no one is happy all the time, but some of us drop lower than most when we go down, the important thing is to always come back up ~ as you are doing. Stay well. Gofio
04/09
Just a quick note to say hi! You must 'report' your feelings of suicide to your GP ~ you may have done so already. If so & he's not monitoring you closely see another Dr. These thoughts are common when anxious/depressed ~ at least I was about to retire when mine hit me. You look very attractive, obviously like fun & your friends probably think you're the last person in the world to have such a condition (if they have no knowledge of it!) I'm on Venlafaxine/Zopiclone ~ Citalopram didn't work for me & I ended up in Psych. Hospital. Now I'm doing OK & trying to keep stable ~ CBT has helped me to challenge the suicidal & other horrific thoughts. Simple meditation helps too. Sad thay you've hit this thing at so young an age. Best wishes. Gofio.
03/09
Hey, thanks for the update. Glad to hear ur okish, i guess it's better than the alternative. Don't let the glug, glug - broom, broom thing bother u. I reckon u should just blame the meds :S...no, wait....thats not gonna work is it? Oh well...
Thanks again for the updates, that somehow makes me feel better.
Catch ya..
03/09
I know what it's like to have ur heart shattered, especially by a person whom u thought was ur soulmate. It hurts soo bad and the misery is so unbearable. But if u, of all people, feel this way then what hope do people like me have of getting thru life? Ur truly the lucky one and you should know that. I feel for people like u coz u deserve much better than to feel like this.
I guess all i want to know is how ur doing nowadays, let me know would u....
03/09
Hi, u don't know me and i don't know u either. But i was googling random feelings like i usually do (i just want god to take me now) and tonite i found ur journal. I found that u felt exactly the way i felt (and how a lot of people feel i'm sure). I then saw some of ur photos and was shocked. Why would someone like urself be so down about things like that? Ur absolutely gorgeous and any sane guy would give his left....leg to be with u and make u happy. I've felt this way many times and for so long and whilst i know help is out there i choose not to get it.
03/09
That's wonderful, babe! I'm so happy for you! I know it's going to take you a while to not think about him, but hang in there. Keep the "no contact" rule with him and you'll see that God will help you forget. Keep praying, my dear. I'm so glad you have this opportunity to go on this vacation! It sounds so great!!!!! You're so lucky :) It sounds amazing! Take lots of pictures so you can e-mail them to me, okay? Have fun, honey! Say hello to Hayley for me! Love ya! Get back to me soon :)
03/09
I will, love, don't worry about me! Take care of yourself, have fun and call me or message me when you get back! Have lots of fun! Say hello to Hayley for me! Love you!
03/09
Jade, this will pass, honey. In time you will get over him, believe it! Hang in there, my dear :)
03/09
Your life is what you tell your mind your life is, Jadey. How is it a mess? You have a wonderful family that does LOVE you, you have great friends that would do anything for you! You're a great person! You're beautiful inside and out, you've got yourself, you've got GOD!!!! Now you tell me what's messed up about THAT???? Jade!!!! Your life is exactly where it's supposed to be! Now pick yourself up, dust it off and pray! Thank God for the wonderful blessings and life He has given you. Thank Him for saving your life and for ridding you of Nick! You're free to have a better life now without him! Chin up!
03/09
Jade! He will never stop playing games, stop worrying about that "man!" You have to realize how perfectly capable you are of getting on with your life and how much BETTER life is without him! You're going on your vacation and you WILL have a good time. Get him off your mind and don't let him win. Love yourself, have some pride and pray! God will help you, my dear, you know that! I will continue to pray for you. Please try to push him out of your mind and have fun with Hayley! You can do it! Love ya babe!
03/09
Why, what did he do? Never mind, don't think about him! You're going to have fun with Hayley! Yay!! You deserve this, honey! I'm okay. I was wondering how you were. I can't wait to hear how it went on your vacation! Have fun!!!! I'll miss our chats :( But I'll talk to you soon!
03/09
I just sent you a message. I'm on my way out, but I'll chat with you tonight. And call me when you get back! Love ya!
02/09
You never know what a vacation can do for you. You may meet someone on that trip. Who knows. But look at life as an adventure.
02/09
They do get better, you will notice more ups than downs at some point. Just keep distracting yourself with friends and family. They will get you through the tough times. The biggest thing that helped me get over my ex was going on vacation with one of my best girlfriends. That was the best therapy ever. Also, going to the gym really helped me also. I took kickboxing classes. I was able to release a lot of pent up frustration and started looking and feeling a lot better. You will be ok.
02/09
LOL, if it's the thought that counts I'm in trouble~!!:) But at least he made it up to me today..I'm not big on material Gifts, probably because growing up presents equaled lov....I was just Piossed that he only remembered because our neighbors wished him a happy valentines before he walked in the door from work last night and didn't call all day to even say Hi!! But you know men...sometimes you have to take pity on the capabilities of their brain capabilities:):) I know I don't have to tell you that unfortunitly!! After all the time I've spent in England I think US men have better qualities..British men seem to me unequipt to show emotion...Is that just me or is that really true?
02/09
You and You friends are in my prayers
02/09
Well don't be in too much of a rush....my husband "forgot" to call all day and picked dome flowers from our next door neighbor before walking in the door tonigh!! You can bet he'll be sleeping on the couch tonight with his stolen half dead flowers to cuddle up to....ohhh am I mad...that reminds me, still willing to switch places...i know you'd jump at the chance..who wouldn't with such a thoughtful busband!!!:)
Be well...I'm just glad it sounds like you dumped the jerk!
02/09
Happy Valentine's Day! Hope you have a great weekend and day tomorrow. I hope you've found a seserving man to spend it with,,,one that appriciates you for the beautiful person you are inside and out:)
02/09
Thank you, honey :) I know you're celebrating early today, he he. Hope you have a wonderful time with your friend! Let me know how it turns out, babe! Happy Valentine's Day :)
02/09
Oh, Jadey, you've been there for me, honey, don't say that! Thank you for your prayers, you're a good friend :) You ARE there for me, I know you are! You're beautiful and sweet :)
02/09
Thank you so much for your concern and support. I hope the friend you're feeling sad about will be okay, too. You have such a kind heart! God bless.
02/09
Oh wow, I'm sorry! I don't know why that note posted so many times!
02/09
Aw, thanks. I'm okay, just stressing. It's been such a long, stressful week and just when I thought things couldn't get worse, I realized about an hour ago that I'm missing a whole stack of bills that I was going to pay tomorrow. I had them in a bag in my car, and now they're gone. I came into work because I thought I'd left them in my office on Fri, but they're not here. I searched my house and can't find them either. I feel like I'm losing my mind in all this stress. Losing bills is not good. I just feel so defeated right now, but I'll be okay. I plan on sending you a reply to your message either tonight or tomorrow. :-)
02/09
Aw, thanks. I'm okay, just stressing. It's been such a long, stressful week and just when I thought things couldn't get worse, I realized about an hour ago that I'm missing a whole stack of bills that I was going to pay tomorrow. I had them in a bag in my car, and now they're gone. I came into work because I thought I'd left them in my office on Fri, but they're not here. I searched my house and can't find them either. I feel like I'm losing my mind in all this stress. Losing bills is not good. I just feel so defeated right now, but I'll be okay. I plan on sending you a reply to your message either tonight or tomorrow. :-)
02/09
Aw, thanks. I'm okay, just stressing. It's been such a long, stressful week and just when I thought things couldn't get worse, I realized about an hour ago that I'm missing a whole stack of bills that I was going to pay tomorrow. I had them in a bag in my car, and now they're gone. I came into work because I thought I'd left them in my office on Fri, but they're not here. I searched my house and can't find them either. I feel like I'm losing my mind in all this stress. Losing bills is not good. I just feel so defeated right now, but I'll be okay. I plan on sending you a reply to your message either tonight or tomorrow. :-)
02/09
Aw, thanks. I'm okay, just stressing. It's been such a long, stressful week and just when I thought things couldn't get worse, I realized about an hour ago that I'm missing a whole stack of bills that I was going to pay tomorrow. I had them in a bag in my car, and now they're gone. I came into work because I thought I'd left them in my office on Fri, but they're not here. I searched my house and can't find them either. I feel like I'm losing my mind in all this stress. Losing bills is not good. I just feel so defeated right now, but I'll be okay. I plan on sending you a reply to your message either tonight or tomorrow. :-)
02/09
Aw, thanks. I'm okay, just stressing. It's been such a long, stressful week and just when I thought things couldn't get worse, I realized about an hour ago that I'm missing a whole stack of bills that I was going to pay tomorrow. I had them in a bag in my car, and now they're gone. I came into work because I thought I'd left them in my office on Fri, but they're not here. I searched my house and can't find them either. I feel like I'm losing my mind in all this stress. Losing bills is not good. I just feel so defeated right now, but I'll be okay. I plan on sending you a reply to your message either tonight or tomorrow. :-)
02/09
Aw, thanks. I'm okay, just stressing. It's been such a long, stressful week and just when I thought things couldn't get worse, I realized about an hour ago that I'm missing a whole stack of bills that I was going to pay tomorrow. I had them in a bag in my car, and now they're gone. I came into work because I thought I'd left them in my office on Fri, but they're not here. I searched my house and can't find them either. I feel like I'm losing my mind in all this stress. Losing bills is not good. I just feel so defeated right now, but I'll be okay. I plan on sending you a reply to your message either tonight or tomorrow. :-)
02/09
Aw, thanks. I'm okay, just stressing. It's been such a long, stressful week and just when I thought things couldn't get worse, I realized about an hour ago that I'm missing a whole stack of bills that I was going to pay tomorrow. I had them in a bag in my car, and now they're gone. I came into work because I thought I'd left them in my office on Fri, but they're not here. I searched my house and can't find them either. I feel like I'm losing my mind in all this stress. Losing bills is not good. I just feel so defeated right now, but I'll be okay. I plan on sending you a reply to your message either tonight or tomorrow. :-)
02/09
Aw, thanks. I'm okay, just stressing. It's been such a long, stressful week and just when I thought things couldn't get worse, I realized about an hour ago that I'm missing a whole stack of bills that I was going to pay tomorrow. I had them in a bag in my car, and now they're gone. I came into work because I thought I'd left them in my office on Fri, but they're not here. I searched my house and can't find them either. I feel like I'm losing my mind in all this stress. Losing bills is not good. I just feel so defeated right now, but I'll be okay. I plan on sending you a reply to your message either tonight or tomorrow. :-)
02/09
Aw, thanks. I'm okay, just stressing. It's been such a long, stressful week and just when I thought things couldn't get worse, I realized about an hour ago that I'm missing a whole stack of bills that I was going to pay tomorrow. I had them in a bag in my car, and now they're gone. I came into work because I thought I'd left them in my office on Fri, but they're not here. I searched my house and can't find them either. I feel like I'm losing my mind in all this stress. Losing bills is not good. I just feel so defeated right now, but I'll be okay. I plan on sending you a reply to your message either tonight or tomorrow. :-)
