You deserve a big bear hug!What were the after effects of your broken neck? I am so sorry that you are going through this. Addiction is hard enough, when you have pain issues and a major disability it is so much worse. I don't think there are any hard and fast rules to how long w/d s can last. I think that is one of the most terrifying parts. IF I knew for sure that the w/d s would be over in a set amount of time I think it would be so much easier to handle the bad parts. Good luck with all this I lost my leg a year ago and going from being a high energy always moving person to being in a chair, really bites!