"its so sad huh,that a bottle of pills can destroy your life an make you regret,the next day.that is if you got no pills,the night befour is long and restless an you cant stop thinking about the hell your gonna go through if someone dont ..."
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About Me: Female, member since May 2009
i am a free spirit i love music i adore my girls im cahined to a pill bottle,sadly there used to be so much more to me
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Back pain, Pain, Chronic Pain
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May 21, 2009
"im not sure what it is its peeach hex shape,an thanks for your words of things can get better i been clean 40 days once but i was misrebal honestly i may order this herb krantom king im searching lol says it helps"
May 21, 2009
"i was thinking i am the worst pill head in the world tomo will be my first day,i have one sub dont know what that will do prolong the inevedable i suppose,i wish i knew a wallk in rehad but i live in ga an there are no resources here,i b..."
i been clean for 9 days i have no energy no care for nothing...i cant sleep but im clean,i want to stay that way but i miss how i felt in some ways not the mornings i was ...
im going into hiding,away from my resouces, its like walking into a scary place.my feet are so heavy making them hard to step foward..soooo we will see
im not sure its fair that i joined a community thats commited to recovery,when i have not began mine yet.i soo want to but im scared of what i know i have relasped twice w...
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Addicted to:
oxt xanan
Clean Days:
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Addiction Tracker Stats
Addicted to:
oxt xanan
Clean Days:
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07/09
Hey there, sorry it took me a minute to get back to you...I'm doing so/so...probably made a mistake, but I took the suboxone plunge...been on it for two weeks....I feel more normal than I have felt in years though...I hope you are doing okay write me back if ya get time...I'll be sure to keep checking in more often...Keep hanging on:)
07/09
Wendy
Thanks for the remarks. Glad to see you fighting again! You have been there before so you don't need my advice. Stay strong and take it day by day. These pills are relentless,don't let them win. If you need to chat I'm here. Keep listening to your music, Pearl Jam was blasting in my detox room (at home) all day and night. It helped. So did this forum. I also went to meetings and they also helped. Keep up the good work
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06/09
Just a quick note to say hi!I asked MH to change my nick, Once totallost, now SophieShine, Hope you like it!!!! xoxoxoxo. sophie.
06/09
You deserve a big bear hug! Thanx for the invite! You can and will do this! All my strength. xoxoxoxo. sophie.
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