"I'm 3 weeks off tram and 4 weeks off alcohol. My problem is what to do I do now? I have the hardest time relaxing in the evening when I used to use. I feel like I have to keep moving. When will I be able to not think like this?
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About Me: Female, 58, Broadview Heights, OH, member since Nov 2009
I am a 45yo and have 2 children aged 13 and 10. I've been married for almost 15 years'
I'm a general surgeon and quite busy. My hobbies are bellydancing and pilates. ... [More]
I have been addicted to Tramadol and alcohol for 2 years. My goal is to be Free [Less]
I'm a general surgeon and quite busy. My hobbies are bellydancing and pilates. ... [More]
I have been addicted to Tramadol and alcohol for 2 years. My goal is to be Free [Less]
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Anxiety, Women's Health, Bipolar Disorder
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Dec 05, 2009
Nov 29, 2009
"Appreciate the wise words. My therapist has backed of off the bp dx. Right now she's just getting to know me and what makes me tick. On day #13 of tram w'd and I get anxious as my emotions are all over the place. Hopefully I'll even ou..."
Nov 26, 2009
"Today is day 10/11 off of tram and day 17/18 off of alcohol. I also started therapy and my therapist beleives I could be bipolor. I've also felt very aggressive at times since my wd process has started. Will I ever be able to figure t..."
Very depressed . Had a fe sis oj champagnes and gotn in to mydad's lorazapam. Desperatley looked for other things like vicidin but was foiled. Find that when I go to ...
Tomorow is my 1 month anniversary. I am starting to feel like I used to. Main problem now is frequent ha and irritibility. Also eating with abandon and have gained 5-6...
I got through my call weekend with 150mg of tram over 72 hours.. The worst day was Friday secondary to anziety.
This week is my first week w/o tram. I flushed and jump...
Addiction Tracker Stats
Addicted to:
Tramadol
Clean Days:
4824
Addiction Tracker Stats
Addicted to:
Tramadol
Clean Days:
4824
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01/10
Hey Stranger,
I am doing okay - still clean and sober. Trying to figure out how to stay this way.
How are you? Have your moods leveled out?
01/10
How much does your Dr know about what you have gone through? I know it's tricky being in your field - but maybe there is somethig more going on. You are human after all!!
I get a bit anxious, but mostly flat more than anything.
But I guess we can't expect miracles - I've abused substances most of my life - 30 days isn't going to fix all that ails me!
Hang in there!
01/10
I am with you on the snow - we have been shoveling for 3 days now - it's cold and I hate it! I have no idea why I live in Eastern Ontario - the winters are too darn cold and long.
I am okay - 30 days clean. Not feeling terrible, and have had a few good days - my biggest thing is still my energy level, and feeling flat more than anything.
I find the cravings really bad on the days when my energy is low - my need for instant gratification.
Right now I am trying to focus on just staying clean.
Hope you are hanging in there!
01/10
Congratulations! Time for a celebration... Day 50! You rock!
You should be proud! I often wonder if I can do it (sobriety) for the next 40 years... but with doing something you love and knowing you're clean should suffice.
Great Job Gerty... you made it through the holidays and the thick of it. Spring is just around the corner and you'll def. see a whole new side of you!
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