"I wish my only issue was crack it's all mental u agg for another hit personally I'm a heroin addict then went to methadone then went to soboxon now I'm on my 2 nd wk without out the soboxon it's very hard mental addictions can b worse th..."
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About Me: Female, lowell, MA, member since Jul 2010
I have been on methadone for 12 years now and i have slowly been cutting down for over 2 and 1/2 years now, my dose was 250 mg. i stopped going down at 60mgs.in march, but im so sick of being on a clinic im dying to get off so i started to go down 10mgs a wk, now im on
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10mgs, and i feel like #$#@ in the morning, its not so bad during the day and i sleep ok at night but i hate the morning, i feel like im gonna vomit at any moment, at one time i was predisposed to the thought of staying on methadone for the rest of my life and now that medicaid is making so many cuts its only a matter of time before they kick all of the methadone clients off the clinic with an administrative detox of 5 mgs a day, its happened before about 4 years ago anyone who had standard mass health was ok to stay but people with basic mass health got kicked off only to go back out and use for 3 months then get back on when they reinstated the basic masshealth, methadone is worse to detox then heroin, oxycontin, or morphine to me, its also liquid handcuffs, you cant take a trip or go anywhere without at least a months notice, and you better hope where ever you go that insurance is accepted and not to mention the travel time.
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Jul 20, 2012
"I'm so happy for u u did it the right way I'm an impatient ***** I wanted off and I wanted off now because of this so called wonder drug and being depressed I relapsed 4 x speed balling I don't ever want to go back I'm 43 yrs old I have ..."
Jul 20, 2012
"It's NO w onder drug it's as bad as methadone its just more convenient I.e. U only have to visit the dr I x a month he gives u ur script and off u go till the following month I was on subs for 18 months totally depressed because I felt l..."
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01/11
Just a quick note to say hi! Hey everyone How is everyone doing? It's been awhile since Ilast been here, a few Months before the Holiday's, I wish you all well, .Colleen.
01/11
Just a quick note to say hi! Hey Everyone, I haven't Post in a few Month's plus I am rather new, Anyway's Wishing all Lotts of Hug's n Blessing's,
08/10
Just a quick note to say hi! Hi Cookie
I wanted to touch base with you and see how your doing? 1 thing I am concern about is, I don't want to get depressed But I Think, What Karl said No more peeing in Bottle's will over ride that, I am still on 57 mg's, But I am going to start again to detox, I also want to look up on how bad Methadone is for the body, Bone marrow etc, Well I am thinking of you, Write back, Wishing you the best of Health and Happiness, Love sincerely Colleen.
08/10
Hi Cookie. Keep going,no more peeing in bottles,no more line ups ,no more bull ****!!!
karl
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