"I have been working on and with NA but last night was my first relapse genuine relapse. But it throw me off that I am still high and I just walked and got a job made breakfast cleaned the house and actually made my boyfriend happy all wi..."
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Hell is a place where the walls are made of mirrors and you can never close your eyes.
About Me: Female, 29, Garland, TX, member since Jul 2015
I'm a 22 year old female trapped in a methamphetamine addiction. I'm pretty aware that I'm an attractive woman, in a (sometimes) healthy relationship. I live with my SO. I've suffered a traumatic experience recently on top of abuse my entire life. Ongoing even now. I'm
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so caring and loving and trusting and I feel like in those emotions I'm still a toddler. I'm trying to change that so hard. I love my small family I've created, with soon to be in laws and my two remaining friends.My children are my main focus on this trip to recovery.
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Addiction, emotional abuse, disorders, mental and physical abuse
Sep 04, 2015
"I just managed to create a new password. I hate my email..
A lot has happened. Physical abuse from said boyfriend only once but enough. Withdrawal from my klonopin so severe my heart rate was unbelievable, and then super mega relapse..."
Aug 20, 2015
"I am really sorry I an just now posting. I drank and over dosed and had a mini stroke? Apparently serially low blood sugar. So nearly died twice. Scares as hell, and I still can't manage to go to rehab. I feel like life will be the same ..."
Are some of the most beautiful people I have ever met. Thank you. So much. Please keep messaging me. I feel alone and y'all are helping me so deeply.
I can't. I'm sad. My whole being is sad. My body is sad. My mind is sad. I don't cry. I don't feel. I feel right now. My heart hurts. I think I love him. I...
08/15
Just a quick note to say hi and hope you are well. Pm if you want, just continue on our last letter. Hope to hear from you!
08/15
hiya Sayl hope you are doing ok ... hit us up and let us know whats going on. we care about you!!! <3
08/15
Just a quick note to say hi! Reach out to me if you need support my dear. Hope all is well you are on my mind!
08/15
Hey girl just checking in. The site was whack today, I couldn't load the pages. Thinking of you. Hope all is well.
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