The way I look at it, all you have is today. Yesterday already happened and tomorrow is not guarantee. 48 hours is great. One minute is great! Don't beat yourself up, just look forward to the next clean minute and be grateful for the last. If I can do it, anyone can.
Thanks for the note! Congratulations. I hope I make it as long as you. I'm taking it one day at a time, and I have a lot of days now!!!!