"Sorry i must have posted this one night and forgot, I've had a ton of other health issues lately and have been more focused on that apparently my pancreas also hates me. Ct scan this week to make sure I'm not dying. Thanks for the repl..."
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About Me: Male, 35, TX, member since Jan 2014
I'm a loser drug addict with a good job and a loving wife and I hate myself.
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Sep 01, 2015
"So ive been having lots of bouts of pancreatitus lately and now my dr. has ordered a CT scan? What could he possibly be looking for? I certainly hope it's not this. A little back ground. Im 28 years old i smoke and have done so since i w..."
Jun 29, 2015
"I got on suboxone in February with the expectation that it would help me stay clean by reducing cravings and that general opiate malaise, I'm sure we're all so fond of. I'll put it like this a literally hate taking my subs i always wait ..."
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01/15
Hope you feel better soon! Listen dude you gotta want this for YOU. Get that maintenance drug thing out of your head. Its only gonna make things harder. Hope you do it au natural. Don't trade one monkey for a gorilla! Love, MsD
01/14
Just a quick note to say hi!..I am also new to this site. I was hating myself too; I really believe a lot of that thinking is partly from the drugs messing up our brains. I am just starting to get off them - that & reading other posts has realy started to help.
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