"AN UPDATE:
Joshua From Oregon is entering his 13th day of soberity.
Cold Turkey.
Thank you to everyone who have helped me with their kind words and thought advice.
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Joshua From Oregon"
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About Me: Male, 42, Grants Pass, OR, member since Feb 2009
I play music.
I use to be signed but I blew that getting high.
When ... [More] I was 16 I was diagnosed with Chronic Pancreatitis.
I don't even drink. Isn't that just the funniest thing?
That is how I got into the heavy stuff.
Prior to becoming sick I was never into anything.
Soon, as a result of being on the road and being sick I picked up all of the usual addictions.
Smoking, weed, anything that kept my eyes closed.
My whole family is strict straight edge.
You can imagine the work it takes to keep them in the dark.
They are my strength, even though they don't know that I have a problem.
Now I am in graduate school.
I am almost done.
About four more months.
I have pulled off probably one of the most impressive cover-ups on my addiction.
No one knows.
No one.
I never been on one of these type of sites before but I think they are really helping.
For the first time in years I am not waiting to get my fix.
I AM GOING TO KICK THE DEVILS *** AND WIPE HIM OFF MY SHOE.
Joshua From Oregon [Less]
I use to be signed but I blew that getting high.
When ... [More] I was 16 I was diagnosed with Chronic Pancreatitis.
I don't even drink. Isn't that just the funniest thing?
That is how I got into the heavy stuff.
Prior to becoming sick I was never into anything.
Soon, as a result of being on the road and being sick I picked up all of the usual addictions.
Smoking, weed, anything that kept my eyes closed.
My whole family is strict straight edge.
You can imagine the work it takes to keep them in the dark.
They are my strength, even though they don't know that I have a problem.
Now I am in graduate school.
I am almost done.
About four more months.
I have pulled off probably one of the most impressive cover-ups on my addiction.
No one knows.
No one.
I never been on one of these type of sites before but I think they are really helping.
For the first time in years I am not waiting to get my fix.
I AM GOING TO KICK THE DEVILS *** AND WIPE HIM OFF MY SHOE.
Joshua From Oregon [Less]
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Mar 08, 2009
Mar 08, 2009
"The method of having someone hold it didn't work for me...ever.
I would be able to manipulate most of the people into giving them all back, but the few who resisted....that part sucked.
I would usually get so mad at the person I woul..."
Mar 08, 2009
"You should rub his legs and feet.
That feels so great.
Remember the potassium and water.
If you don't stop the diarrera, things get way worse.
Sunlight.
Take him to a tanning bed.
He will love you for it.
When you are goi..."
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03/09
I used to play a little piano and a little guitar, just fumbling to be honest but I am the wife of a professional musician for 15 years...It all turns around music around the house. lol. ttyl. sophie.
03/09
Hi Joshua, I read you a lot on the forum. I got curious and came to check your profile... What instrument do you play? and what kinda music? I'm a real music lover. I couldn't live w/o. I've been on the road too and i totally understand what you're talking about...sigh. I hope you get in contact. xxx. sophie.
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