"Well I feel much better but it's most definitely my weakest day mentally. I just want to take something so bad. It's consuming my mind. Blah blah blah blah insert more blah...lol Idk... Perhaps this was always a losing battle n aftercare..."
"Looked into it...no idea what meetings I'm supposed to go to...just this once meeting tomorrow @ 9am....already nervous thinkin bout it. I've always used pills as a way to cope especially with social events...it may be a trigger lol...l ..."
thx for saying that ......im 44 days today and i recently just joined i wish idda had ppl that r on this site much earlier in my recovery it might have been easier , although im outta the woods in regards with phyical wds im still fighting urges and whanot, bein on here possibly helping someone get thru this life we call hell is enough for me to keep trying been in this game for 8+ years and im recovering from IV heroin use (zanys, cocaine, pot) so i myself need a helping hand as well!! good job on 9 days keep up the fight of your life
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