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About Me: Female, 69, NY, member since Apr 2009
I've been doing drugs on and off ( mostly on) since I was in my 20's, I'm 55 now. I went through different DOC @ different times, the only drugs that I didn't try were heroin,ecstasy,and meth The most recent is vicodin. I can't believe what a mess drugs have made of my
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life. I guess I am known as a functioning addict. I hold a good job, only my family knows my secret. I've never been arrested or have anything serious happen due to my drug use,(amazing) but I often wonder how much better my life would have been if I didn't do drugs.Drugs stop you from progressing in life. The only time I ever got anywhere is when I was clean. I was 5 months clean recently and got the flu. My headache was so bad for days, and my husband who is also an addict had vicodin, and I believed the lie that I could take just 1 and that would be it. So here I am again trying to stop. I survived a screwed up childhood, a very abusive marriage for 22 years, made it through nursing school @ age 40 a single parent with 3 small kids and no help.Survived breast cancer, had a mastectomy, lost my younger brother 2 years ago. Considering all that life is pretty good now. I have a great husband (except for his struggle with pills which he says he will stop soon) It's so hard to understand how a stupid little pill can have such control of me.
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mastectomy, working out, walking/hiking, camping and hiking, growing relationshp w/ Jesus, Vicodin, Breast Cancer, alternative medicine
Jun 07, 2017
Jun 18, 2014
"Hi, I read your post, and I'm not a Dr but I am a nurse and my stepdaughter has bulimia and I am a compulsive over-eater. I does sound like you could have bulimia, but I would advise you to see a Dr to be properly diagnosed. "
Jun 15, 2014
"I know they have drugs for alcohol and drugs that take away the urdge and cravings. Is there such a drug for food addiction?"
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12/13
Thank you for everything! Thank you for being you and the Support you have shared..I see we have a lot in common..I wish you Joy & Happiness during the Holidays and forever..lol
Bless---Vickie
11/13
Thanks for the invite. Let me know if I can help in any way. Congrats on getting clean, you will not regret any of the detox with all the new freedom you are getting.
05/13
Just a quick note to say hi! I replied on your post..Wow you have been here for awhile..When I read your post it was me all over again..Hang Tight I know you will!!!!
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