"I think the people that where begging me not to was me also. Possibly one part of myself conquering another."
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About Me: Male, 41, Sarasota, FL, member since May 2009
Appliances have gone berserk
I can not keep up
Treading on people's to ... [More] es
Snot-nosed little punk
And I can't face the evening straight
You can offer me escape
Houses move and houses speak
If you take me then you'll get relief
And if I'm going to talk
I just want to talk
Please don't interrupt
Just sit back and listen
Because I can't face the evening straight
You can offer me escape
Houses move and houses speak
If you take me then you'll get relief
It's too much
Too bright
Too powerful..............
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I can not keep up
Treading on people's to ... [More] es
Snot-nosed little punk
And I can't face the evening straight
You can offer me escape
Houses move and houses speak
If you take me then you'll get relief
And if I'm going to talk
I just want to talk
Please don't interrupt
Just sit back and listen
Because I can't face the evening straight
You can offer me escape
Houses move and houses speak
If you take me then you'll get relief
It's too much
Too bright
Too powerful..............
[Less]
Interests:
Back pain, Pain, Optiate Addiction
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Jun 08, 2009
"I had a dream last night, it was a fantasy too rather than a nightmare.
I was sitting in a large bathroom near a toilet. Surrounding me were 10's of people begging me and crying while I was laughing hystericaly and dumping bottle afte..."
Jun 08, 2009
"I can honestly say I am a perfect model for someone with ADHD. I experiance, every single symptom, and have my entire life.
I have observed many differences from people without ADHD and myself. These differences can help you understan..."
I am back on my pain medication. This time it is being dispensed to me at a much lower dose than before for my back pain and I am not allowed to take my own dose to get hi...
No more. I will not tolerate it anymore. I will not be another statistic to opiod abuse.
I am at a real cross-roads now. Today I am clean. Tomorrow will either be marked as a 0, or as a 200.
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Addiction Tracker Stats
Addicted to:
Oxycontin
Clean Days:
5000
07/09
Just a quick note to say hi! hey how are you its been a while. how are you doing.?? its been a while. are your days good.
Im good tired some from doing my own divorce. Thats where ive been in case anyones missed me........... i got obsessive with it. now its served. i can rest a few weeks. how is everything???
06/09
Just a quick note to say hi! I wanted to thank you for writing to me. My plan is to try like hell to not be dependent on these damn vicodins!! I am just so mad at myself for letting it get this far. I will continue tapering the few vics I have left and take the vitamins from the Thomas recipe. This is the hardest thing ive ever had to. Im really scared once these vicodins run out to. I just hope that the detox isnt to bad, I have a family to take care of. Well thanks again for your support. That gives me some hope.
diamond67
06/09
Just a quick note to say hi! Im sorry I havent stopped by to say hello. I have issues ive been dealing with. My husband hasnt come home in 3 nights. He wont except my condition. Amazing. I gave so much he took it all. Thank goodness he leaves now then when im 70.....
Missy *weak
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