i want to feel alive again...
i want to feel like Anh again...
even if its the mania im feeling...
Hey Andrea, i swear you're good with your words and now you got me thinking. But im gonna try to quit the meds because i want to tell you... i just went cold turkey off pills almost 3 months ago and i was sick for like a month. now that i stopped taking these meds, im feeling sick all over again! i feel like an addict all over again and i dont want that in my life anymore. i cant take these meds for the rest of my life and i know that i will have to quit them sooner or later. its scary though, i know that living with bi po 1 and not taking any meds will be tough... but i think its my impulses acting up again >=-) i cant sleep, im sick and have no energy. gotta stop. Luv, Anh
Just a quick note to say hi!Hey Andrea,we had the wildest storm Perths had in 50 years yesterday,it was mad.Its almost your turn for summer now,where going back into mid 30s.I am doing well thankyou,might have a new job tomorrow too driving forklifts,their fun.I went to Kalgoolie (a gold minning town ) last weekend just to get away for a spell & that was good for my mind as well.I get annoyed with niehbours as well,your not alone there.The moron next to me thrashes his pink floyed all the time or songs of praise,when I cant stand it anymore,the door flys open & I tell him to shut up.Im not a bible basher & dont like it being forced on me.ILL send you a link via email that tells the facts as they are.Please I urge you to watch this short docco. David xx
Just a quick note Hey thats cheap as chips isnt it?? Ive gone absoultely troppo at work,lost many jobs as in the past I have gone bezerk over a given minor situation regardless of mood,so your not alone there either.IBy the way,not implying anything but I kicked my last girlfriend out a while ago.I find it difficult to live with anyone.