hi! I know this post is old but found it on a google search and just wanted to say you are not alone! I do get this feeling sort of hazy disoriented feeling ("fish bowl head") that I have never been able to describe but your post is the closest I have seen! I am a college student they are all over my university have just recently made this connection and it *****!! at least I know now & I can try to find a place to sit where I am not directly under them!
Wow! Such a neat find! I, myself have autism, but i think I'm more so the opposite of others! These lights do make me feel the fish bowl head effect, but I also get a euphoria from them, not like mania or ADHD. I also found that if I had a headache, they would actually soothe it and make it go away!
They have a strange calming, yet energizing effect upon me, kind of like my reaction to nitrous oxide or even fevers. Part of the whole reason I could actually concentrate in school and enjoyed going! However, they felt like they might have even been alerting my mental and emotional state. I liked the euphoria, but the surreal and dreamy, and perhaps, near psychedelic feeling was what I didn't like about it, the "zoned out" effect.
During classes and camp activities, I would always sit there, rocking back and fourth, giggling slightly, smiling uncontrollably, my eyes wide open and attentive, yet staring every few seconds, my vision alternating between losing focus, then coming back into focus, feeling a strange "eerily happy" or loving sensation, looking totally dopey and lovey dovey with everyone, and getting quite playful, but not disctractingly so. Sometimes I would even start drooling in that state and hardly even notice!
The interesting thing is, they make me much more stress adaptable, because it takes me more time to come out of the deliriously and groggy happy state, so I can know that something will become stressful, allowing me to sort of bypass the intensity of the emotion, and help me process it mentally, and react accordingly to the mental process, not so much the emotional processing. It's as if I could understand mentally that this is stressful, but not emotionally. However, that allows me to react much more effectively and with less...well...stress.
As strange as it sounds, I got more emotionally stressed out once they used the other type of lighting, the kind with the faster flicker rate! So, the older lights helped me focus and be attentive, but the new lights can get me stressed (also because I don't zone out) and stress in the environment get to my emotions much faster. These newer lights also tend to aggravate headaches. Weird that I'm much the opposite!!!
Wow! Such a neat find! I, myself have autism, but i think I'm more so the opposite of others! These lights do make me feel the fish bowl head effect, but I also get a euphoria from them, not like mania or ADHD. I also found that if I had a headache, they would actually soothe it and make it go away!
They have a strange calming, yet energizing effect upon me, kind of like my reaction to nitrous oxide or even fevers. Part of the whole reason I could actually concentrate in school and enjoyed going! However, they felt like they might have even been alerting my mental and emotional state. I liked the euphoria, but the surreal and dreamy, and perhaps, near psychedelic feeling was what I didn't like about it, the "zoned out" effect.
During classes and camp activities, I would always sit there, rocking back and fourth, giggling slightly, smiling uncontrollably, my eyes wide open and attentive, yet staring every few seconds, my vision alternating between losing focus, then coming back into focus, feeling a strange "eerily happy" or loving sensation, looking totally dopey and lovey dovey with everyone, and getting quite playful, but not disctractingly so. Sometimes I would even start drooling in that state and hardly even notice!
The interesting thing is, they make me much more stress adaptable, because it takes me more time to come out of the deliriously and groggy happy state, so I can know that something will become stressful, allowing me to sort of bypass the intensity of the emotion, and help me process it mentally, and react accordingly to the mental process, not so much the emotional processing. It's as if I could understand mentally that this is stressful, but not emotionally. However, that allows me to react much more effectively and with less...well...stress.
As strange as it sounds, I got more emotionally stressed out once they used the other type of lighting, the kind with the faster flicker rate! So, the older lights helped me focus and be attentive, but the new lights can get me stressed (also because I don't zone out) and stress in the environment get to my emotions much faster. These newer lights also tend to aggravate headaches. Weird that I'm much the opposite!!!
i think you have migraine associated dizziness. Check out the site: www.mvertigo.org. It'll redirect you to a database forum. I learned a lot from there. Need to treat it with migraine preventive meds even if you don't have a headache and avoid food and other triggers.
Finally I have something I made my husband read!
Wow I was just at work telling a coworker I think the lights set off my migraines and I can't remember things as clearly after I take a certain kind of generic adderall...