to answer your question...... NO
1st u can love someone but DONT HAVE2BE WITH THEM.A narcissist only truely cares about themselves so w/the abuse/verbal why stay?HE WONT CHANGE.U need to immediately get ur depression taken care of.I take cymbalta&after &a couple others that didnt worl I feel so much better.U need to work on u only u right now!!!DITCH THAT ABUSIVE,SELFISH MOOCH FOR GOOD&get on a A.D. med&c a therapist(if u cant afford it(no insurance)u can get all the help u need ro government based funding/a sliding scale thats really cheap.Stay single til ur not depressed&can get2the root of alll this so u dont pick a loser
The good news about depression is that it is treatable and one CAN recover from it!