What about going to your dad? Any chance there, or is he not in your life? It sounds like any change would be a good change.
sweetie. it gets better I PROMISE YOU THAT it really does.
i came from an extremely abusive childhood that included every kind of abuse you can imagine. i felt like you do until i moved out. look online for a teen crisis line and call and talk to someone. please
It helps alot to start working part time, and concentrating fully on your grades to get out from underneath a bad setting at your age. Soon you'll be able to work and begin your own life, you won't have any time to bother with either your mom or step dad. i found a good site talking about how to approach looking for a job. I worked when i was 16, maybe before. I worked in an old folks home as a server. You have to start somewhere. It helps alot to be able to talk about specific things that are going on in your life, that are bothering you and i hope you find someone to talk to and get "everything" off your chest. You can do that here, it is anonymous, or you can make some friends, and send them a private message. Either way, i feel for you, and hope that you start to feel more in control of your destiny, that's when things start to turn around. How is school for you?