I have a perfect life, the one I've dreamed about. I have a beautiful wife and little daughter. However, the problem is that I'm addicted to alcohol. I have a lot of work and it makes me nervous. To calm down and feel more comfortable I drink. For now, it happens once or twice per week. I got drunk at the bar and have a night at the hotel, telling my wife that I'm working. She used to this. But I feel terrible lying to her. And I'm afraid that my drunk nights become more frequent. I love my family and don't want them to become disappointed in me. I read on Addiction Resource that there are outpatient rehabs which allow combining work and treatment. I suppose it is a great option for me. I hope it will help to keep my addiction in secret. However, I also dought whether I'm doing right not telling my wife about this... So, it is very difficult for me to make a right decision.