Hopeless

[lonote]

I want you to go to the bookstore, ad go to the humor section, and purchace yourself a joke book.
I'll grab my books you bring out yours and we can have a joke exchange. Actually I need you to get one. cause I need new material. How are you doing today? You know the other day when you said you were going to keep using but try not to do as much, I just want you to know that i really appreciate your honesty. You have a very strong head and I know you can do what ever you apply yourself to. You have alot of energy, but this may not be the time for you. Maybe you feel pressured , by everyone, so you will do this when you are ready. And only you will know that. Just don't wait as long as I did. Too much of life wasted on those damm pills. You will succeed. I have faith in you. On your time. Not any body elses. But please, Hurry the f--- up.... lol love ya  cathy

[hopeless]

Thank you Cathy,

I might just have to take your wonderful advice! You really are so supporitive! Always taking the time out for everyone else, what a gal you are!

Glad you have faith in me, (I sure don't) - Honestly, if ya want to know the truth, i really just don't care anymore! Not saying that in a bad way, just giving up! With the addiction thing and everything else.

I know i am the only one who can change my life, No one can do it for me! I am just feeling depressed AGAIN today! What's knew...Seems to be my everyday anymore! Hubby and me are fighting, AGAIN and this is starting to be an everyday event! Just sick and tired of it all...Sorry, know i am being a bummer, but like i said, just don't care bout nuttin anymore! What an attitude, huh? Yup, this is what hubby says to me too...."With that attitude ya aren't gonna go anywhere" Guess i am really starting to believe it!

Oh well - thanks for your advice, and who knows maybe later, i will be in a better mood!

Thanks again...

Hope

[shelby74]

Umm Cath - you are amazingly supportive in your own special way! lol

[tzt2lady]

Woman, you crack me up!    You have so much wisdom and yet keep the humor alive as well.   Not everyone has that type of balance!  You would make a great counselor because you are honest and say it like it is but don't make big huge deals outta stuff.    

tzt