Hi friends...Been awhile since i have been on! Just been keeping busy with work and all. I just wanted to check in and see how you all were doing. I, myself keep slipping time and time again. Got clean for about 36 days, then BOOM started using once again. ARGH!!!! Don't honestly know if i will ever win this nasty battle. Want to quit, i really do, but dammit, i miss the feeling i have when i use.
Feel like such a failure, like i am letting my dad down...(for those of you that don't know, he passed away this past Christmas) On Christmas day at that!! Still trying to deal with that, along with many other issues in my life. I know this is NO excuse, but i keep using it as one!
Oh well, didn't come on here tonight to talk about me, really just wanted to say hi and see if any of the oldies are still here...Gosh i miss you guys so much...Shelby, Ionote, R2R, Tzt, Debsally, Lucy, and all you others ~ you know who you are. I do see alot of new ones on here, and i just want to say to all of you, hang in there i know it is a tough thing to go through, trust me...Been addicted to percocets for almost 5 years now. I will share my story with you all when i have more time to sit and type it. For now though, keep the faith, and stay strong!!! I wish you all the best of luck...
Hope to hear from some of my old friends soon, and look forward to getting to know the newbies.
My best to you all,
Hope