Just Sounding Off

[swagger39]

Its Like This....I have become addicted to a lot of you people. I dont know what you look like or much anything else but I have become emotionally attached to a lot of you. I understand most have lives, jobs , kids etc etc and nobody here owes me nothing. But It is difficult to sit here staring at the blank screen and its my own damn fault to qoute jimmy buffetts song. my own fault for allowing myself to become attached to you people. I must admit I gained more insight here about my charachter flaws than any medical proffessional ever could and I truly believe I can be an honest and good person from here on out but it wont happen overnight.I have already been inspired by some to pick up that pencil and brush and go back to my art something I have not done in a good 4 or 5 years. 2 years were i work no one is even aware or do they care that I am talented, but you do! So now I am going to be honest with my new freinds, I like to have a few beers! And Im going to right now after I post this.Im not gonna say Im sorry and beg your forgiveness,  Thats not my style, only say those things if I hurt you, and you dont have to like me, I have to like me and I have forgave myself for what I am going to do.......peace to all.......swagger!

[pharma9]

I know exactly what you mean.The people here are wonderful and their collective friendship feels good and secure.
I have also become attached to everyone here and spend most of my free time at this site.
I have not been able to be here as much lately because my back and neck hurts when I am at the computer too long.
I spent 10 hours in ER with my elderly mother because she needed an xray after a fall.
Just as her ambulance pulled in there were 2 others pulled in with 2 car accidents.Eight teenagers in 2 cars  were not seriously injured in rollovers.They all needed attention and mom had to wait and I had to wait with her.She did not break anything in her fall but it took 10 hours to find out.Stayed up all  night.
Yes swag...the people here are wonderful and so helpful and keep posting with your progress and anything else

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[el_em_en_oh]

Feel free to come over to my house and paint all you want! I'll even supply the paint & brushes and stuff. Have at it!!!

[dominosarah]

So why not go and paint instead of drinking?