roadie

[NautyOne]

I heard about your dilemma with the phone call and the temptation.  I pray you did not give in......you've worked soooo hard.  I know your stronger than that, but I know temptation........let me know if your ok.  No matter what

Luv ya, sweetie

[road2recovery]

I won't go back...it is so weird , even though i have no energy ..Meaning ZERO..My head is clear..
I can't expain it..So i am grateful..
Even though i know i know i have a long way to go..i know i will only go forward..
it is so easy now to say I AM A ADDICT....and go from there..one day at a time
thanks for being my freind,
how is your head???
are you ok.
r2r

[NautyOne]

Oh, girlfriend.........i am so glad to hear that you stayed strong.  I am so happy for you.  I was sooooo worried, because that temptation is back.  Remember the night we talked and how you were feeling compared to how you feel now.  You don't want to go back there again...........no no no.......

luv ya girl.........so proud of you.....:-)

[road2recovery]

no i did not give in!!!  wew!!  Girl it was the first real trigger i ever had..After i hung up i felt chills and sweats..how weird is that???  i now know this is a life long fight..But w/ you all by my side, and of course, hubby, and god....
Listen to me, you were nice enough to talk to me for a couple hours and i was having a real hard time...You seem like you are right now too..
If i can help in any way you let me know ok..
r2r