Lisa

[shelby74]

Where are you??? :)

[TimH2]

Crazy and Fall to pieces

[shelby74]

Well I hope not.  Just trying to support you through this.  You have been so helpful to so many here.  You deserve at least that.

[TimH2]

I like you and my wife read the thread we were on. She had not a problem with it.

[TimH2]

We have to get this down pat. LOL

I love Patsy Cline

[shelby74]

You never have to thank me - you have been there for me.  You barely knew me then too.  You just cared.  Told you I would never forget that.

I love those two songs as well.  Crazy is the all time best though.

[shelby74]

Is that the one you are talking about?

Tim you need to stay on one thread - I keep losing you! lol

[TimH2]

I really liked that movie. She was great and the world was so lucky to have her.

[TimH2]

We do and thank you for being my friend.

[shelby74]

Well however they take it - we know what we meant.  

[shelby74]

And of course I am here!

[TimH2]

I meant the one we got in trouble for. I copied it and let her read it. She did say on a forum people might take me in a different way. So, ok

[shelby74]

Oh me too and Anne Murray - my mom used to play her when I was little - put me right to sleep.

What is your favorite Patsy song?

[TimH2]

Just be here tonight. Get my mind of this ****. I am Crazy (listening to that song) LOL

[TimH2]

LOL

[TimH2]

Do you like Emmie Lou?

[TimH2]

I love you darlin. I have to deal with this and I can't tell my doc/friend. No way can I do that.

[shelby74]

That is an excellent choice in music! :)

Patsy has a lot of good ones.  Did you ever see that movie about her?  It was pretty good.

I love the song Sweet Dreams that she sings too.

[shelby74]

You can do this - you have done it before!  You need to stop thinking this way Tim...please!  Go out of state if you have to - to find a sub doc - anything.  There is a way to find you help - we just have to figure it out.

[TimH2]

I am thinking of when I will get more. I am planning my next move. I don't want to be like this. I want to be off these.

[shelby74]

I love you too sweetie.  Tell me what I can do?  I want to help you.

[TimH2]

I am in a dark place right now. I don't know if I can ever get clean.

[TimH2]

I can't do it

[TimH2]

I am hurting right now. I am out of pills and this is killing me.

[shelby74]

Let's try and talk this out...what are you thinking about right now?  Are you just dwelling on the w/d's?  Is it something else?