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[ThisLifeSucks]

Hi! I just updated my profile if you all would like to know more about me and why Im here...Im looking forward to making some new friends that understand...

[allaboutmary]

We do understand totally.  Most of us have had all the feelings your having. Pills controlling our lives.  Like Savas said in your journal, get a plan.  Someone to help you with your children etc.. and go cold turkey. You will feel like you have a very bad flu, but as he said you have not been using as long as most of us and it might go a little better for you.  Please do this now. It will only get worse with time.  We will be here for you. Keep posting and reading. The more info you have the better chance of success.  Hang in there.   Mary

[Clamity2]

You don't know if your addiction is affecting your children?? Yes you do. You know it is. You can't be getting that buzzed and be taking quality care of a child. Of course you think you are doing a great thing when you get into a cleaning frenzy , and give glory to the vikes for it. But you are killing youself and losing out on the quality time with your family, enjoying, JOY and HAPPINESS that you could FEEL!!!  Stop buzzing around and look at the truth in the mirror